Chapter 4: The demise I wanted
Part 1
After today’s various business (mainly related to Cosmos and Himawari) finished, I was thinking alone in my room.
In my simple and plain room, there’s nothing that you would say stands out.
Besides the bare minimum amount of furniture and my computer, I just have a little bit of manga.
Well, putting that aside, let me briefly explain the situation.
I’ll start by going over everything that’s happened so far.
First off, I began to help Himawari and Cosmos with their love lives. Both of them are in love with the same guy, Sun-chan, who is my best friend and also the baseball club’s ace. I’m helping them in order to fulfill their desire of going out with him, and while I’m at it, create a nice relationship with the one that’s not chosen since there’s two of them hehehe.
This is already good enough. Though there are a few irritating things that I also have to accept in the story.
The problem is the second point. Pansy confessed to me.
In addition to that, she also knows about my secret personality, and the fact that I’m helping the other two with their love lives. What an extremely troublesome existence.
But, she hasn’t done anything cruel so far which is surprising.
The only thing that she’s asked, is for me to spend time with her during lunch break.
What’s her objective? Did she think she’ll appear in less scenes if things kept going the way they were and decided to take action?
If that’s the case, I’ll somehow make more time for scenes in the library so I wish you would give me a break.
As a result of all this, my days are like this,
In the morning… Himawari.
During lunch…. Pansy (cursed).
In the evening… Cosmos.
With a schedule that looks like something from a galge’s 1 harem route, that’s how I spend my days.
Let me summarize this situation in a simple manner.
Himawari & Cosmos (likes) Sun-chan?and ?Pansy (likes) Me?
…Well. It’s true I had a feeling that’s how things were.
After all, even though there are 3 flowers in the spotlight, I don’t think that none of them wouldn’t come to be involved with me.
But, she went ahead and said it didn’t she.
It would’ve been good if she said “I also like Ooga-kun” and formed a 3-way battle plot development.
Himawari, Cosmos, & Pansy (likes) Sun-chan?and?Me?should be how it goes right?
More than anything, only one of them (disappointing) likes me…
Now then, that’s all for my explanation. I need to start thinking about the next thing, what I’m going to be doing from now on.
Let’s not think about the matter with Pansy. Just thinking about it will make my mind easily collapse.
And so, we have the matter with Himawari and Cosmos.
As for those two, I will have to properly support them so that everything ends up decently.
Based on yesterday and the day before, I could understand that very well.
The day before yesterday, I provided them my support and both of them managed to make a nice atmosphere with Sun-chan, but yesterday I decided to try a wait-and-see approach and see how things go without me (of course, I told both of them in advance) and didn’t say anything.
And so, how’d it go? It was awful. It was seriously awful.
People entangled in love affairs going that far and becoming horrible is even kinda appalling.
While catching glimpses of the dark sides of these girls, I was disillusioned. (Because I’m the one that held ideals in regards to those two, this is a real pain isn’t it).
From here I’ll talk about what happened yesterday morning as well as what happened after school.
What happened during lunch was told during an earlier chapter right? That should be enough so seriously, please give me a break!
…Well then, first is Himawari’s story.
***
By the time I entered the classroom, Himawari and Sun-chan were already talking to each other.
Himawari’s objective today is,?Skin-ship with Sun-chan?.
Because yesterday was such a big failure, I told her she has to accomplish this for sure today.
While I was encouraging her by saying “You can do it with me, so you can also do it with Sun-chan”, she responded with “That’s right! It’s better if I think of it like hugging a stick! As expected of you Jouro!”
It seems like I’m just like a stick to Himawari. So today I’m just gonna act like a stick.
If anything happens I definitely won’t help out. My heart is firmly decided on this.
Hahaha! You’re also funny today too Himawari!?
Ehehe?! Thanks!?
Sun-chan and Himawari are getting excited over some topic.
When that conversation settled down, Himawari was just a step away from Sun-chan.
Oh, she finally decided to carry out her plan of having body contact hasn’t she.
Himawari gradually spread her arms out, swallowing her saliva with a gulping noise.
Oh, what’s wrong Himawari??
…!?
No, it’s bad if you are surprised like that you know? If the person you’re talking to suddenly starts to spread their arms of course you’d say that right?
Ah, here it is. She noticed that she had to do something.
*Slap!* With a pose that looks like something from a training drill, she joined both of her hands together above her head.
And, what are you gonna do from there? You don’t have any materials for an equal exchange right? 2
O, o… One gnocchi 3 !?
Himawari-chan, if you continue like that you’ll stretch upwards you know~? Eventually you’ll become a drill and pierce the heavens you know~?
Uhh, Himawari… Is that a bamboo shoot? What’s the matter all of a sudden??
Sun-chan is troubled you know~? That’s right~. Of course he would be~.
Um… uh… uhm you see, I, love bamboo shoots! Would you like to go together to get some??
Staying in her drill pose, Himawari was wiggling her body around as she said that. It seems like it’s hard to have a heavenly breakthrough. 4
S-sure…?
I’m amazed. I’m completely amazed. With Himawari that is.
I was amazed since I saw Sun-chan make a weirded out face for the first time ever.
Ah, ahh…?
Himawari looked over at me, and used her teary eyes to appeal to me. Give me a break, go back to being a drill.
I request assistance?
Of course you would. But, today I already told you earlier right?
I worked hard on my own?
Okay. That’s it. I am a stick.
T-that’s right. I don’t really get it but, you want to go eat bamboo shoots right? If that’s the case, I have time before club so we can go then!?
Hearing that, Himawari’s eyes narrowed. They are remarkably sharp aren’t they.
Why, is after club no good??
Her ability to infer things is terrifying. She was able to sniff out Cosmos’ plan in the blink of an eye.
From a glance, it looks like the attitude of a mother, who doesn’t understand the reason, scolding her kid but, this is different.
Black Himawari has descended.
The same Himawari that appeared when I told her that Cosmos also likes Sun-chan.
The tone of her voice clearly gets lower and it’s scarier than anything.
Oi oi, I know the situation so I’m okay but, it’s bad if you show that attitude to Sun-chan you know.
Look see, hasn’t he become scared of you? Look he’s starting to sweat a lot isn’t he?
N-no… You see, after club I’ll be spending some time talking with Cosmos-san so that’s why!?
What’s, with that??
Uwaa! She tilted and bent her neck to the side! Her eyes are open and steady, she’s not blinking.
It’s that. This is very yandere 5 . There’s no doubt about it.
Seeing it in front of my eyes, it’s actually a really frightening behaviour huh?
By the way, she bent and turned her heads toward to look in my direction.
We only shared eye contact and didn’t say anything, but I could immediately understand.
What’s this about??
But, I can’t be a little scaredy cat here. I should definitely tell Himawari about it.
I’ll also help out Cosmos later too.
It’s what you think?
While trying to calm myself down after getting scared, I told her with the best of my ability. Through eye contact.
I am also going.?
Huuh??
That’s, I am also going!?
Oi oi, what’s up with you all of a sudden Himawari??
Well, if Himawari found out then this is how things would end up. That’s the reason why I didn’t say anything earlier.
Sun-chan also flinched at her declaration. Himawari is a tough enemy when she’s in her spoiled kid mode.
By the way, as for me, whenever Himawari demanded something like this I was never once able to refuse her.
I’m coming along! I’m also coming along! Why do you want to be with that bitch anyways!?
That… bitch??
Hearing that, the colour of Sun-chan’s eyes changed.
Himawari you idiot, this is another failure. Jeez, don’t you know not to say something like that?
As I expected, Sun-chan quickly took some distance from Himawari.
I’m sorry Himawari but, you can’t come with us.?
!?
Well, of course that would happen. Speaking bad about others around Sun-chan is a taboo.
You see, I still don’t know Cosmos’ side of the story and I might not know your side of the story, but since you’re calling her that (bitch), I’m guessing you guys don’t really get along? Why should I bring along someone who doesn’t get along??
Uuu!?
And so I refuse. We can go get bamboo shoots some other time.?
Saying that, Sun-chan turned his back towards Himawari and waved his hand while he left that area and started talking to his other friends.
Ah, but they will go out to get bamboo shoots huh?
I was sure that he would be angry for a little while and not listen to what she says but, it seems like everything is fine.
However, this is the worst outcome isn’t it. Sun-chan’s favourability with Himawari has fallen by 5 points.
After that Himawari looked at me with teary eyes and asked me?what should I do?? through eye contact, but I turned away to dodge the question. After all, I don’t even know what would be good to do after that.
…Anyways moving on, next is Cosmos-san’s story.
***
After school, at the front gates.
Cosmos and I waited in the student council room until Sun-chan called.
That’s what we did when we went to that burger shop together.
Until the time Sun-chan comes, Cosmos reread her favourite pink notebook countless times, as if she was an actor memorizing their lines through repetitive reading and saying them out loud.
The reason for that is Cosmos’ objective for today,?Speak with Sun-chan naturally?.
Yesterday she was at her wit’s end so, I pointed out that she should fix that first.
While I was trying to give her advice, I told her “I think that you can talk more naturally if you imagine you’re talking to me”, to try to make her feel better, and she naturally responded with “I see! If I try imagining I’m talking to a stick, then I can talk more naturally!”
In the eyes of Cosmos as well, I am just like a stick. My flames of anger are getting fired up.
If anything happens I definitely won’t help you out. That’s what my heart has decided.
Thanks for waiting!?
Oh, compared to the seasonal greeting last time, this is way better. You can actually do it huh?
Cosmos-san, I’m a year younger than you so please stop with the politeness. 6
I-I see, then I won’t be pfholite as chuu wish!?
Carelessness should be avoided. She didn’t say a seasonal greeting but, Cosmos ended up talking in her special Cosmos-dialect.
Hahaha, Cosmos-san is funny.?
Well in reality, she’s probably just nervous still.
Speaking of which, Cosmos-san, I have something I’d like to ask you.?
W-what’s up? A-ask me anything! I’m prepared for anything!?
Prepared? Uhh, I was going to ask about your hobbies??
M-me!? T-that’s…?
Trying to be as natural as possible, but ending up extremely unnatural, Cosmos continued on, mumbling her words.
That’s… I didn’t prepare for that!?
Just do it! You can answer something like that can’t you!? If you can’t then I’d be worried!
And so, the troubled girl expressed herself through eye contact. Let’s see, what do we have here?
What should I respond with??
You want to ask me for help with that huh? Are you a spoiled child or something?
An answer that he will like please?
Do you best, Cosmos. This stick is busy burning in the fires of anger.
…U-uhm, I like cooking I guess! I-it may not look like it, but that’s one of my strong points!?
No, no matter how I look at you that’s an obvious point.
On the other hand, if you were actually bad at it then it would be a scam you know. Kinda gap moe 7 though.
Ehhh?. That’s cool! I would love to try your food if I ever get the chance!?
R-really!? Then I’ll make something for next time!?
Uwa! Seriously!? I’m so happy?!?
Oh, different from Himawari, she’s made a very nice development here. I guess this means Cosmos is in the lead?
T-then! Is it okay if I make something whenever??
I understand you’re excited but don’t take your notebook out.
Anytime is fine. I’ll leave it up to you Cosmos-san.?
U-understood! Then, I’ll make something for lunch tomorrow!?
Well that developed rapidly. Cosmos is gonna take a larger lead over Himawari at this rate.
Being considerably happy, Cosmos’ face loosened up.
Even though I’m angry, she’s still cute isn’t she?
Roger that! Please and thank you!?
Aah, leave it to me!?
Ah, then, there’s one more request I have but…?
A request? What is it??
Is it okay for me to invite a friend of mine for tomorrow? It’s just Himawari though.?
Hima…wari??
Uh oh! An unexpected reply came from Sun-chan!
At any rate, why did he bring up Himawari here? He should understand that Himawari and Cosmos don’t really like each other right? Why would he try to invite her?
This morning, she said she wanted to eat some bamboo shoots. So I was thinking that I might as well invite her tomorrow to eat together with us!?
No way don’t tell me the effects of bamboo shoots are activating now. Seriously…? Here is a bamboo shoot.
You’ve activated my trap card?Bamboo Shoot?. 8
It’s effect is… No, thinking about that more is unnecessary.
Also, I think this would be a good opportunity for the both of you to get along better!?
N-no, me and Himawari have quite different physiques… Our heights are a little…?
Cosmos-cha~n. Unreasonable~. That’s unreasonable you know~. It’ll be painful~.
No it’s different. It’s bamboo shoots.?
Sun-chan is ending it with a reversal~. So upright~.
If the 3 of us eat together, then it’ll be more fun… What do you think??
Aah, you’re trying to make the two of them get along huh? Sun-chan is unexpectedly effective.
But, for someone who knows the situation like me, this is definitely not good.
The main cause of their bad relationship is you after all (Not saying that Sun-chan is bad).
That’s… I also wonder about that??
It came out here too! Dark Cosmos! Black Himawari is also scary but, Dark Cosmos is scarier. Wait this pattern… I can somewhat picture what’s about to happen but…
And then, her neck bent and her eye contact came flying at me.
What’s the meaning of this??
She’s seriously scary…
But, I need to calm down. If it’s the same situation as Himawari then I naturally know what the result will be right?
It’s as he said?
Ah, this is bad. The result is gonna be a bad one. Well, whatever. Fall down Cosmos.
Uhm, is it not okay??
No, it’s fine. Good even. Himawari-san was it? You can invite that little girl 9 .?
Little… girl??
Look see, I knew it. This is a failure. Cosmos also failed today.
What’s with these guys? Are they actually good friends and meet up often or something?
It’s the natural result but, Sun-chan took a step away from Cosmos and looked at her with cold eyes.
You know what, tomorrow’s lunch is fine.?
Ah!?
Cosmos noticed her own blunder right? At least it seems like she did.
Sun-chan is a straightforward person so he’ll extremely dislike the type of person who bad mouths others.
I, don’t know what’s going on between Cosmos-san and Himawari. But, I understand that you don’t have a good impression of Himawari. And so, I think that it won’t be fun if we ate together.?
Ah… Uhm…?
Looking for a way to somehow restore Sun-chan’s mood, Cosmos moved around hastily.
However, she didn’t prepare for that did she? She couldn’t continue with her words at all.
I’ll excuse myself here for today. I look forward to the next chance I can get for a lunch.?
He didn’t forget to ensure the lunch I see. Unexpectedly, Sun-chan is shrewd isn’t he.
However if that’s the case, it seems like that’s not the end of this relationship.
Just from that alone I guess you can say it’s fortunate right?
Well, he turned his back towards us and started heading home. Don’t mind it.
Cosmos remained there standing still, her hopeless eyes looking at Sun-chan’s back until she couldn’t see it anymore. That open mouthed expression is most appropriate.
Huh? Have I seen that face somewhere before…?
Ah, it’s that. A haniwa 10 . It looks like some regional character from somewhere, but with a very unfortunate face.
And then, after Sun-chan’s figure could not be seen anymore, she stared at me in her haniwa state and asked,
Wh-what should I do??
Talking to that face of yours, I also wondered “What should you do?”
So, you can ask me all sorts of things and I’ll listen to you.
***
TL notes
1 gal game
2 This is a literal TL, I am not sure if there is some other meaning to the phrase overall but :shrug: – RAW: 等価交の材料、ないよね?
3 Gnocchi – is a type of pasta, looks really good
4 could be a reference to Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann but I never watched that show so :shrug:
5 I’m sure y’all have an idea about what a yandere is but for those who don’t.
6 He wants her to stop using keigo (??) which is like very formal, polite speech.
7 gap moe – when someone does something that doesn’t fit their character and it makes them or likable or something like that
8 I’m pretty sure this is a yugioh reference but I could be wrong – RAW: リバースカードオープン 「タケノコ」 発動しちゃっよ。
9 she means it in a rude way
10 Haniwa are old japanese terracotta clay figures that used to be buried with the dead long ago somewhere in Japan. Jouro is probably thinking of one that looks like this
Part 2
***
That’s what happened in the morning and after school.
Do you get it? This is a hopeless situation. As soon as I don’t say anything, this is what happens.
In the first place, those two are way too impulsive. As soon as they hear the name of their rival, they make a blatantly disgusted face afterwards. I can only see an end where both of them get rejected.
No, wait a sec. Isn’t this my chance?
Couldn’t I pick up both of them? Could this be where a reversal happens and I get a harem ending!? 1
And, while I was thinking about that, I got a message on my smartphone.
That would never happen.?
Huh? It’s not from anyone on my contacts. Who is this guy?
Let’s see here… JoroisminebySumireko@doco… wait a sec, isn’t this Pansy…?
Correct.?
Aaaiiiee!? 2
She’s really stalking me! My contact information was found out!
Furthermore, I was only thinking, but the message had very good timing! That’s really scary!
C-calm down me… Let’s not forget to fix my breathing right now. Hee-hee-hoo, Hee-hee-hoo… Alright.
I gently turned my phone off, plopped onto my bed and entrusted my body to my bed.
While looking at the view of nothingness that is my ceiling, I reflected on what happened today and tried to think a little about my feelings.
Initially, I planned on hooking up Sun-chan with one of them, and then there would be one left for me to date.
But, I understand myself very well, and I’m already almost losing my motivation for that plan.
Well you see, their faces are good. Honestly, their personalities are also not bad.
But unfortunately, they abuse their power too much.
I wonder if Sun-chan will face hardships going out with either of them or not?
Sun-chan is a good guy after all, I don’t really want him to face any hardships.
Hmm… No that’s enough, let’s stop thinking about it.
Those girls have a lot of good points about them after all, if they go out with Sun-chan they will properly be considerate. You can even take my word for it! That’s right! I’m helping those two!
I promised to after all, worrying about it any more would be tasteless.
***
You see, I was thinking of inviting Sun-chan out on a date!?
A date??
Thats right, a date!?
Very early in the morning on our way to school, I was speechless after hearing the first thing that came out of Himawari’s mouth.
This girl, what the heck is she saying?
Yesterday, didn’t you make Sun-chan angry with your improper words?
You should be thinking about how to recover from that first right?
And so you see, I went thought up a plan!?
Oh, but this is rare. If you properly thought about it yourself then I guess I’ll hear you out.
What is it??
Jyaa-Jyaa~n!?
Himawari made her own sound effects and pulled out two tickets from her bag.
Those are… movie tickets right??
Yup!?
You want to go with Sun-chan to the movies??
That’s exactly it! As expected of you Jouro! Immediately figuring it out like that!?
No if anything, I don’t know anyone who wouldn’t understand from the conversation we just had and seeing those tickets being shaken around.
What other answers could there have been? Her wanting to go together with me? No way.
Then, you’re going to use those tickets to invite Sun-chan out right??
Well you see, I have a request for you Jouro!?
A request??
Yup! In order for me and Sun-chan go to the movies together!?
Uhh, what will I do…??
You will?
She deserves to be praised for preparing those movie tickets herself but, there’s no way she’s going to leave inviting him to me right?
Regardless of how I think about it, she’s definitely going to invite him.
You’re going to try to invite him yourself??
Ehh~No way~!?
Ehh~Are you an idiot~?
But you know…?
Himawari made a seemingly blatant face of dislike and wrapped her arm around my arm.
I could feel something soft touching my arm, but the person in question didn’t seem to notice.
Without any bashfulness and eyes like those of a spoiled child, she stared at my face.
Hey Jouro~, pretty please~?
Bitch! Bitchier! Bitchiest!
To make me use the “3-Stage Bitch Conjugation”… This airhead, she doesn’t know her limit.
Jouro, you’re definitely better! You two are very good friends after all!?
Oh, is that so? Yup, it’s true that me and Sun-chan are pretty good friends. That’s right. We’re really good friends!
Do you understand Himawari? Yes, it’s exactly like that!
Me and Sun-chan are close friends after all! If you say that then there’s no helping it!
Hearing this, I, who is Sun-chan’s close friend, will pitch in and help you!
Then lets do this.?
Thus, I told her my plan.
First, Himawari will invite me to the movie in front of Sun-chan. At this time, we’ll talk as loud as we can so that our surroundings can hear us. In that situation, we should definitely get Sun-chan’s interest and he’ll come over.
All of that is Himawari’s job. From there on, it’s my job. When Sun-chan joins in on the conversation, I need to act like I already had plans on that day so that I can ask him to go in my stead.
Sun-chan is a good guy. With this, since it’s not something very big he’ll go I think.
Even I thought that we were doing something unusually cheeky but, I couldn’t think of any other plan, and since Himawari also happily said “That’s good. As expected of Jouro”, it’s good enough I think.
Now, let this plan immediately commence.
***
Entering the classroom and taking a look around, Sun-chan was already there.
Himawari more or less was still thinking about yesterday’s matter, so she wasn’t talking to Sun-chan.
The moment that I sat down in my seat, I signaled Himawari using my eyes.
And then, it seems like she properly noticed me. Himawari resolutely headed in my direction.
Hey Jouro? let’s go see this movie??
This is awful. Truly awful. Throughout the classroom you could hear her monotone voice reciting her line. She’s doesn’t have a shred of acting ability.
To begin with, the conversation started too suddenly. At the very least, say a greeting and then invite me.
I told you already didn’t I? I’ve already got plans on Saturday.?
Wait something like this, it seems like even Sun-chan wouldn’t be affected by it…
Oiii, you guys, what are you talking about??
Ah, he came. That’s crazy. I know it was my own plan but, I definitely thought he wouldn’t come.
But well, we were prepared for if he came. Like this, we can proceed to continue with our plan.
Ah Sun-chan listen to this? Jouro isn’t coming with me??
At least use some punctuation. Also, while I’m at it, you omitted the most important word “Movie” from your sentence.
Uhh… What are she talking about??
Sun-chan made a questioning expression and turned towards me and asked that.
Well of course he would. At times like these, rather than asking Himawari, I’m a more reliable person to ask.
I glanced at Himawari who made a pose behind Sun-chan as if she was saying “I leave the rest to you”. She even had a self-satisfied look on her face. I guess she wants to tell me to follow her up properly?
Well you see, Himawari got her hands on two tickets for a movie and it looks like she wants to go on Saturday, but I’ve already got plans on that day you see…?
Hmm~ if that’s the case then is it okay if I go??
Really!???
Unintentionally, we said the same thing in unison.
What an unexpected development. I never thought that Sun-chan would invite himself.
Y-yeah… Come on, we were talking about it the other day. If Himawari is okay with that of course.?
Totally! I’m totally okay with that! If anything it’s welcomed!?
Nice job conversation from two days ago! This is a pleasant miscalculation.
I-is that so! Then, this Saturday we’re going to the movies together Himawari!?
Yup! Alright~! Sun-chan, you can’t be late okay!?
Yeah! Leave it to me! I’m just gonna say it now Himawari, I’m the kind of man who’s absolutely never late.?
Ooh? that’s very reliable. I’ll believe in those words!?
That’s good!?
Himawari’s excitement was at it’s peak.
No one thought that Sun-chan would unexpectedly invite himself like that right? I also thought that too.
However, it seems as though Sun-chan isn’t minding what happened yesterday.
Is he already not angry about it? Generally, even if someone doesn’t get mad they would still keep some distance for about a day or so but, well, to each their own I guess.
Then, here! This is your ticket!?
Himawari cheerfully handed over the ticket she prepared.
Heehh~ “Meat?Wars~ Awakening of the Beef~”, huh? It seems interesting!?
What a crazy movie title. What kind of movie choice is this. If it were me, I wouldn’t watch it.
Ah! The lead role of this movie is played by Jojoen Skywalker!?
He’s actually real!? Jojoen Skywalkerrrr!
***
Now then, it’s time for today’s climax… It’s now lunch time.
Just as I promised yesterday, I headed towards the library.
I really, really, don’t want to go but if I don’t go, I don’t know what she will do.
The thing with Himawari and Cosmos is depressing but this is more depressing than that.
As I entered the library and continued to walk, Pansy stood up from the reception desk and followed me.
And then, as soon as I sat down in the in the inner reading space, Pansy sat down right next to me.
The reason why she is here in the reading space and not at the reception desk is simple. ????????? ??????????????????
The reception desk is right next to the entrance. The reading space isn’t since it’s quite far in.
Therefore, if anyone came here by chance, at that time rather than being found we would be able to hide here.
I’m happy you came.?
………..?
While peering into my face, Pansy said that. Of course, I am ignoring her.
Hello.?
……….?
I like big-breasted, beautiful babes, not flat-chested girls. So of course, I’m ignoring her.
I’ll be lonely if you don’t talk to me~?
What do you want to talk about??
I turned my eyes full of unpleasant feelings towards Pansy’s slightly depressed voice.
Anything is fine~?
There’s nothing to talk about.?
That is troublesome~?
It’s only troublesome for you.?
Then, Pansy started playing around with her braids while making a thinking gesture.
And it seems like she thought of something. Hitting her hands together with a slap, only her mouth moved.
Then, I want you to tell me how you’re helping those two out~?
What will you do after hearing that??
I might somehow get familiar with their power right??
What’s with this girl? Making an awfully delightful face like that, is she actually trying to help me out?
…No, I can’t trust this girl that easily. I won’t forgive her for all the various times she’s wronged me.
But, because I’m scared of what will happen if I don’t say anything, let’s just be obedient and yield to her request.
It’s not really anything big you know. Basically, I’m only trying to close the distance between those two and Sun-chan. Yesterday, those two made Sun-chan angry so I was thinking today would be spent on recovery but, it seems like Sun-chan is somehow not angry. That really put me at ease.?
That’s right. Based on what I saw this morning, Sun-chan isn’t minding what happened yesterday.
In order to more or less confirm this, I also asked him about what happened after school yesterday, and he said “Of course it’s fine” in a composed manner. It seems like he’s not mad with Cosmos either. As expected of my best friend, he’s a tolerant person.
You’re a small bowl.? 3
I won’t allude to this girl’s extrasensory abilities anymore.
If I minded every single little thing she says, then afterwards this talk would just be filled with retorts.
Hey, I thought about it a little but…?
What is it??
…You know what, nevermind it’s nothing~?
Huh??
I thought that Pansy was going to say something but, in the middle of talking she stopped and tilted her head to the side.
What is it? If you have something you want to say then say it clearly.?
By the way, there’s something that I’m concerned about.?
Oi, don’t just suddenly change the subject. And? What is it? This time say it properly.?
About Ooga-kun, does he have someone he likes I wonder??
…Ah!?
That’s right. That’s right! I forgot about that possibility!
If Sun-chan does have someone that he likes then that would be troubling. Suppose he did have someone he liked, then in the case of Himawari or Cosmos, it would be problematic. And also, if it turned out that he actually has a girlfriend or something then things would get even more problematic.
No but, the possibility of him having a girlfriend is low I think. If he did then he definitely wouldn’t hang out with Himawari or Cosmos like this. Sun-chan is that kind of guy.
That’s… I don’t know.?
You don’t know right??
Aah. Yeah I don’t.?
Are you going to say thanks??
No, this is nothing.?
I want you to say thanks though~?
Pansy looked at me sulkily. But, why that?
That’s unreasonable you know??
People need to do some unreasonable things to grow you know~?
When I’m talking with you like this I’m already doing something quite unreasonable.?
Then, I will also do something unreasonable and tell Ooga-kun about your secret…?
Thank you very much!!?
That didn’t feel sincere~?
Right after those words of ill will from Pansy, the library was engulfed in silence for the second time.
Honestly I want to spend my time in silence like this but, there’s a demon with braids with “Kojien 4 ” ready in her right hand here.
This time, I will somehow start the conversation and try to appeal to her.
Uhm, yo Pansy?
What is it??
Turning at the sound of my words, Pansy’s eyes sparkled.
Very sparkly, very irritating.
Do you enjoy talking with me??
Boring~?
Pansy’s usual uninterested voice reached my ears.
Then, why do you want to talk!?
Because I want to talk with you~?
I don’t understand! It’s possible to say you enjoy it even though it’s a lie!?
I, don’t lie.?
Then use your feelings.?
I, want a relationship with you where I don’t use my feelings.?
Haah~ Seriously, what is this girl thinking….
Talking with her isn’t a fun situation. She has a weird quirk, saying she wants to walk with me.
She’s a difficult to understand creature.
Being with you makes me happy you know. But, I don’t like it when you’re only mean.?
Which one of us is being mean here? Think a little more about your words and actions.?
Even though I properly said that I’m thinking about you…?
Ugh!?
There was a complaint in the middle of her uninterested words. It’s frustrating but, it’s as she said.
I wasn’t thinking about Sun-chan’s feelings.
The one who made me notice my mistake, is without a doubt this girl.
…………?
I tried looking at Pansy while thinking of what would be good to say, and she stared back with just a blank look on her face.
But, it feels like there is some expectation in her eyes.
Shit. I get it. If saying it is good enough then I’ll say it.
……Thank you, Pansy.?
You’re welcome.?
Whether or not she was satisfied with my reply, Pansy let out a slightly livelier voice.
Well, putting that aside, the person that Sun-chan likes huh?… This is something that’s probably necessary to investigate.
Speaking of ideals, I like Himawari or Cosmos. There’s no runner-up. I like other girls with compromises.
The worst case is… No no, not good. If I think about it I will end up in a pattern where I think about only misfortune and sorrow.
Let’s stop thinking about it.
Hey, Jouro-kun.?
What is is??
Has this become the first time we’ve done group work together I wonder??
There’s no way it has!?
In the end, I said that over my should as I ran away so that the library was left behind me.
***
TL notes
1 There’s a reference to 大逆転 (A movie called Trading Places), which google says its a movie about “Two callous millionaire brothers conspire to switch the fortunes of a snobbish investor and a wily street con artist, owing to a bet.” which is why I said reversal here.
2 I’m not really sure how to express screaming sounds, but I thought that using “ahhhh” was awful so I used this instead. :shrug:
3 She calls him a 小鉢 (kobachi) which means small bowl, but I’m not sure what it really means. An insult perhaps??
4 Kojien – A japanese dictionary.
Part 3
If it’s something you want to do, do it. That’s my motto. That’s why I immediately changed what I was going to do.
The best time to ask was during phys. ed class in the afternoon. The boys were playing basketball and the girls were playing volleyball.
Currently, it’s self practice time.
Sun-chan was dribbling his basketball around, getting ready for a 3-pointer while he set his sights on the net.
I called out to him while he was close by.
Hey, Mich- I mean, Sun-chan.? 1
Huh? What’s up Jouro??
While saying that, he took a shot. As expected, he didn’t even look at me.
Sun-chan, do you have anyone you like??
Uuoohhh! W-what are you asking me all of a sudden!??
He lost his composure and missed the shot. I guess he couldn’t do it.
Well, he had to think of what I was saying suddenly, so it’s fine.
It’s pointless to try to deceive him with forced expressions. Sun-chan is that type of guy.
You have to be straightforward. That’s the best.
Sun-chan is an honest guy after all, once you see his reaction you will understand instantly.
His face quickly became red. That means he does like someone. There goes my second option.
That reaction… So you do have someone you like.
That judgement of yours… I think it’s crazy you know??
Who is it??
Ahh you asked it. Well, its fine though.?
Is it a secret from me? If so then its fine.?
No, it’s not a secret! Well, I haven’t told anyone either! You’re my best friend Jouro! If it’s you then its fine to tell you I think! No, I think I will definitely tell you!?
Thanks, I’m happy.?
Well, as expected Sun-chan hasn’t told Cosmos or Himawari about the person he likes.
Those two are more or less doing their best, it’s probably best not to pour water over them right?
If the person Sun-chan liked turned out to be either Himawari or Cosmos then the possibility of this secret being leaked is very high but, if that’s the case then there’s no problem right?
I’ve have barely talked to them but…?
Himawari-san is definitely dropped out now!
He said he hasn’t talked to them much after all. Himawari, unfortunately you and him have your “machine gun” talks every day.
So does that mean it’s Cosmos?
Hmm. Then, are they a senpai or kouhai??
N-no, they’re in the same grade!?
Cosmos-san is also dropped out!
Seems like its a girl in the same grade. You’re a year above after all Cosmos. Thank you for your hard work.
Both of them are in a sinking ship. There’s no way the world moves that smoothly.
If the girl Sun-chan likes is a better girl than those two (in terms of personality) then that might be for the best.
And so? Who is it??
I-I can’t say that here! Let’s go somewhere else for a bit.?
Okay, I get it.?
Sun-chan stopped his practice short, and then I followed him outside.
Alright. This place should be good! There’s no one here!?
We finally found a spot. A short distance away from the gymnasium, there was a spot with a big tree and a bench under it.
Sun-chan took a seat.
……………………………………………………………..Wait a minute.
A… bench…?
In that moment, all the my previous memories at a bench passed through my mind. It’s the worst pattern.
Oh no. This is bad. If I think back on what was said until now, who will appear? Only those 3 girls can appear.
The three of them all have flowers for a nickname.
Wait could it be? The person Sun-chan likes… No hold up, me. There’s no way.
Ah, uhm… First off, can you sit down next to me??
S-sure… I understand.?
Following Sun-chan’s request, I sat down to his right. My feet were shaking.
But, even though I did as he asked, Sun-chan didn’t continue speaking.
Okay! O~ut! This is an o~ut!
Sun-chan’s gaze was swimming around, and he was fiddling around with his really short crew-cut hair. That feminine action does not suit your 18#cm tall body.
You see… Uuu…!?
He started to say something and then went silent.
If that’s all you say then I won’t be able to say anything back.
The truth is… I, do have someone I like but…?
I get it already. It’s me. It’s me isn’t it. You fell in love with me didn’t you?
That’s right. Sun-chan has two, so I its fine if I have two as well. 2
Whenever I think about that person, my chest feels like its in pain. Just meeting them every day makes me so happy! That’s why, even though its for my own selfishness, I make up various excuses to go look at their face through their classroom windows…?
What the heck are you saying Sun-chan? If it’s me then you see my face everyday right? We talk right?
It’s fine you know. I don’t mind that special fetish of yours, so shall we do this?
I, I…?
Sun-chan’s face closed in. Slowly, but surely.
That’s definitely the face of a man in love. Noo~ My heart, is beating fast~
And then, once he was close enough for us to feel each other’s breaths, Sun-chan opened his eyes.
Sun-chan… If you go that far I’ll…
I’m in love with Sumireko Sanshokuin-san!!?
……Ring~. It’s ringing. The entire thing is ringing.
The sound of a Buddhist bell is ringing throughout my head.
Why? Why did things end up like this?
Is there something wrong with me? Sure, my true personality is that but, my fake personality is a good guy isn’t he?
After all you see, even though the two of them like another guy, I’m kindly helping those two without asking for anything in return you know? Think about it calmly. What a tearjerker.
Even then, why do I have to suffer like this?
Did I do something bad? I won’t do anything bad anymore so please spare me.
…However, …yeah. Somehow, after thinking about it calmly I’m getting really excited.
Why wouldn’t I be? I’m supporting the girls who like this guy that’s in love with a different girl. This experience, you’ve never had it right?
Okay! Somehow I got motivated!
Oi Cosmos, Himawari, from here on out things are gonna get real!
I will also be thinking a lot about strategies you know. I hope you’ll be able to use them.
……Well, putting that aside, I’m sorry but I regrettably have to make an announcement to everyone here.
Unfortunately, due to various circumstances, the story will be ending here.
I also want to continue to tell you guys the rest if I could! But, you can’t do the impossible.
I’m really sorry…. But, I’ll tell you the ending another time.
Everyone…… Let’s meet again one day!
The End?
Just kidding~! After?The End?, the story continues! That reunion with you guys came really quickly!
It all started last year, when our baseball club went to the regional finals.?
You too Sun-chan!? I had a feeling it would be like this, but turns out it really was true!
Increase your repertoire to have more in terms of setting! You three, stop it with this script you all seem to love!
At that time, I consoled the other frustrated members after that loss with a smile, but as expected I was extremely frustrated too. After all, I was the last one to bat, and my control was a little off. If only I had properly used a rosin bag 3 at that time!!?
While looking straight ahead, Sun-chan told me his story.
By the way, “Rosen bag” is the name of the white sack near the feet of baseball pitchers.
It’s not an old person pack. 4
Yeah… I also saw you know…?
But in the first place, it was all thanks to Sun-chan that our baseball club even made it to the region finals.
Thinking of his failures instead of his achievements is very Sun-chan-esque.
No wait, putting that aside, this is strange.
Thinking about the developments after that, the sky’s Azure Dragon (Cosmos) from the east and the earth’s White Tiger (Himawari) from the west should definitely be there already. 5
Why didn’t Sun-chan encounter those two?
And then you see, after I left the waiting room, I couldn’t hold it in anymore and started to cry! But, I didn’t want anyone to see my miserable self so I left through the South exit which has the least amount of people!?
Do*emon, take out the time machine!! 6
Quickly, so that Sun-chan can leave from the east or west exit, take out the time machineeeeee!
And then you see, I met her by coincidence on my way home! …Sanshokuin-san that is.?
The South’s Vermillion Bird (Pansy), has descended. What the hell are you doing there!?
And there she said this, “You were really cool. My heart was beating fast”. But then, at that time I was really rude and said “We didn’t win so there’s no point!” And then…?
Even though the sky and the earth were on standby, why did you go to the cursed princess? There’s no ocean there right?
Then after, “Crying while being mad is something only a person who won’t give up would do. Also, you are a very kind person. You covered your own bitterness in your heart and acted like everything was fine with a smile in front of everyone else. That itself is enough evidence. That’s why it’s okay. You will win next time. After all, you are a very kind and strong person” is what she said! Jeez, Sanshokuin-san was seriously beautiful at that time!?
That girl, what is with her doing unnecessary stuff!?
What’s with those kind words? What happened to your usual wicked tongue!?
That’s not good you know. Go and change into that kind form! Behave like that more!
And so, although I think this is pathetic, I’ve already said this much so I might as well go all the way! Jouro, will you help me get together with Sanshokuin-san!??
Sun-chan opened his eyes wide and desperately looked over at me.
He only looked at me, but I could tell he was serious.
I-is that a no??
Sun-chan looked at me with wet, upturned eyes.
Looking at Sun-chan being uneasy like that, my chest was pierced.
Sorry. That’s impossible.?
I told him that with a guilty feeling.
Don’t say that, I’m begging you~. You know, if it’s you Jouro then I think you are friendly with Sanshokuin-san!?
No, can’t do it.?
Looking at Sun-chan’s face, I thought about helping him, and whether or not it would be good to create a confession situation for him but, I refused.
I can’t do something as dangerous as helping out Cosmos and Himawari while also aiding Sun-chan with his love life.
The moment they find out, those dangerous air heads will mercilessly attack me won’t they.
Basically, that would be the end of me. Physically, mentally, and socially.
I see… Then, then… Ah, can I ask you something??
What’s up??
If it’s about love relationships then I can’t really answer but, well, it’s fine to just hear him out right?
That’s… During a baseball match on the big stage, where one more hit would lose the game, and the other team’s 4 batter came out, what would be the best thing to do? Do you think it’s better to just give the batter the walk after all?? 7
He’s talking about last year’s finals right? Well, that’s fine.
In any case, if it’s a question like this then I can definitely answer it.
That’s right. If it was me then I probably would give the batter the walk… But, Sun-chan, you’re different right??
The reason why I secretly admire Sun-chan. The reason why I sincerely wanted to help him.
It’s fine if I just let him know that.
Trustful and hard working. Always believing in yourself and your teammates. Never running away and always throwing the ball as hard as you can 8 . That’s your way.?
That’s right! That’s true after all! Thanks Jouro! I’m really happy you told me this!?
It seems like Sun-chan was satisfied with my words. He grabbed my hand and shook it up and down.
While I let him do as he liked, I was thinking about and entirely different thing.
Seriously… Every time something happens the situation just gets worse and worse…
***
Now then, Originally I just wanted to slack off but, it seems like I can’t do that.
Let’s forget about the shocking truth I heard during phys ed. class and deal with the situation at hand.
As soon as homeroom ended, I headed towards the student council room.
Standing in front of the student council room door, I knocked and heard a voice from inside say “Come in”.
I guess Cosmos is also confident that I’ll be the first one to come here.
Cosmos opened her notebook and started talking as soon as I entered the student council room.
First things first, how to recover from what happened yesterday!?
Hum. Like Himawari, she has the decided to do the correct thing unlike usual. Well, Sun-chan is already not mad anymore but since Cosmos doesn’t know that, even in the case where he wasn’t angry, recovery is the best option.
That’s right Cosmos. Recovery is important. It really is. That’s right. Recover?
And so, it would be great if you would be so kind to secure lunch time with Sun-dono I would be so grateful!?
Don’t use polite talk like that too much. It makes you seem like an idiot.
To begin with, I don’t want to write “Reconciliation Methods” in your notebook.
Furthermore, you even asked so politely.
Apparently she won’t invite him herself, but she wants me to do it somehow.
What about trying to invite him yourself??
That’s impossible you know!?
That’s stupid you know?
But…?
I’m begging you Jouro-kun! Come on, I even wrote it down here!?
Cosmos held out her notebook for me to see.
“Jouro-kun will go and invite Sun-chan” was written there.
If you acted more like how you talked, you wouldn’t die from a heart attack right? You’d be fine right?
I understand… I’ll try to do something.?
Thank you Jouro-kun! Yes! Now I’ll be able to eat lunch together with Sun-chan!?
If you do end up eating lunch together, it’ll all be thanks to Jouro-san.
***
Sun-chan arrived at the school gate and waved his hand around with a smile once he saw us. Because our pace was a little quick, we were already at the school gate.
Good work, Sun-chan.?
Yeah! Sorry Jouro!?
Because of the “Dispelling president Cosmos’ serious image” plan, Sun-chan came today as well.
Even though he was busy with his club, he spared some of his time. Sun-chan is really a good guy.
Still, Cosmos was a little timid and stood behind my back, hiding half her body.
I already told her that Sun-chan wasn’t angry, but it seems like she’s still worried about something.
Sorry to you too Cosmos-san. Making you wait this long!?
I-it’s fine! There was time to prepare after all!?
By the way, I would like it if you stopped touching my back with your fingers to send me morse code since you’re nervous.
So, what are we doing today??
Tsu?ton-ton. 9 “Hurry up and do something” is the message that came.
That tickles.
Hmm let’s see. I do have an idea on what to do, but for now why don’t we walk and talk??
Sure! Let’s go!?
First off, how does the two of you having lunch together during lunch break everyday from now on sound? President Cosmos did offer to make you lunch yesterday after all right??
Tsu?ton-to-ton. “This is a great success isn’t it” is the message that came.
Hasty.
Eh, is that fine? The way I eat might be a problem, and I don’t want to bother Cosmos-san…?
Not at all! My way of eating isn’t a bother to you is it? Or, if there is someone else you’d rather be with then, um…?
Cosmos revealed her uneasiness with her frail voice. *Bam* She hit my back with her forehead.
Ah! If it’s about that then don’t worry, it’s fine! I don’t have anyone like that.?
Then it’s decided right? Starting tomorrow, you two will eat together during lunch. And then everyone else will lose that strict image they have of president Cosmos.?
I got it!?
Aaah. I’ll try my best!?
Okay then Cosmos-san, starting tomorrow please treat me well!?
I may be an incompetent person but yes, please treat me well too.?
Tsu?do-do-don-don! “Bravoo~ Bravo” is the message that came.
My back hurts.
I mean this literally, stop using your head for morse code.
But, I think it’s nice that the story is proceeding smoothly like this.
I even thought of lines to say in case Sun-chan was reluctant to do this.
Anyways, those two had great success with today’s plans but, a new double extra-large problem has turned up for me to deal with.
TL notes
1 RAW says: ミッチ which I’m going to interpret as michael jordan being cut off, as thats the only basketball player i can think of
2 Jouro please
3 A Rosin Bag is a small canvas bag filled with rosin powder used by pitchers to improve their grip on the baseball
4 He says: 老人パ ック = Roujin pack (old person pack), which sounds similar to Rosin bag = ロージンバ ッグ (ro-jin bagu)
5 Basically the Azure dragon is a god that ruled the eastern heavens and the white tiger is a god that ruled over the western heavens. They’re both one of the 4 symbols of the chinese constellation: See this for more in terms of Japan
6 The Vermillion Bird referenced in a few lines is also apart of this Reference to Doraemon’s time machine
7 just fyi I dont know shit about baseball, but here batter walk, in japanese the phrase used for this can also mean shying away from something
8 The “throwing the ball as hard as you can” phrase in japanese can also mean giving it one’s all
9 I don’t know how to TL the sound effects used here.
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