Chapter 1049: Chapter 1049 - Xuanji, I Want You
Chapter 1049: Xuanji, I Want You
Lu Family Manor .
Lin Xuanji lay on the bed, having almost fallen asleep .
Knock knock knock, someone was outside the room .
She opened her eyes . “Who is it?”
“It’s me . ”
A deep, magnetic voice came from outside .
It was Lu Jinwen .
So he had returned .
He had actually returned home . She had assumed that he wasn’t coming home tonight again .
Getting off the bed, Lin Xuanji put on her slippers, then walked over to the door, opening it . A tall figure stood outside, and Lu Jinwen pinned her with an unwavering gaze .
“W-Why are you back?” Lin Xuanji looked at him .
Lu Jinwen raised the corners of his lips into a wry smile . “Did you wish for me to come home, or did you think that I wasn’t coming home . ”
What was there to say to that? Lin Xuanji knitted her brows, not saying a word .
Stretching out one hand, Lu Jinwen grasped her slim wrist . “Xuanji, what does our marriage even count as in your heart?”
At that, Lin Xuanji lifted her head, her voice even and steady . “You asked whether I still love you or not . Lu Jinwen, I guess I can tell you the answer right now . ”
Lu Jinwen stopped breathing for a moment .
“I love you . How could I not love you?”
She said she still loved him .
She said, how could she not love him?
Lu Jinwen’s eyes slightly crinkled into a smile . He held her delicate hand, placing it on his cheek . Lowering his head, he nuzzled his cheeks against her palms, asking for doting .
He was behaving so well .
“But, I hate you too,” Lin Xuanji added .
Lu Jinwen wasn’t surprised at all . “I know . ”
He knew that she hated him .
The past was just like sand that disappeared from their fingers . Those obstacles she went through, she was injured and hurt, it was inevitable that deep scars had been left behind .
It was precisely because she loved him, so she was calculative about it . It was because she loved him that she cared and couldn’t let go .
“You just asked me what our marriage counted as . I thought about it . It’s when that one person whom you hate, yet love, comes to you, then it would be an accomplished one .
“Other people might not understand this, perhaps, you wouldn’t too . How am I supposed to explain this? If I could forgo my hatred, I could also forgo love . For however much that I love you, I would have the same amount of hatred for you too . Once I stop hating you, I would also stop loving you . I thought that we would continue living like this, with such consensus of such a concept .
“Lu Jinwen, have you ever realized that you were crossing the line, invading my boundaries? You’ve gotten more greedy now . When we got married, you only asked for companionship . But now, only after a year, you’re no longer content, you want more .
“It’s never been me taking advantage of your love for me, but you taking advantage of my love for you instead . You’ve only been pressing forward, while I can only take many steps back . ”
Lu Jinwen felt his throat getting dry, his Adam’s apple bobbed . Fine, he had to admit it, he admitted that he really was getting greedy .
But love made one greedy, and he was a slave to love .
“Xuanji, since it’s like that, can I take one more step forward and you take one step back, please?”
“What do you mean?”
“Sir, I’ve brought her over . She’s in the living room . ” Butler Ye walked over, updating Lu Jinwen .
Lin Xuanji snuck a glance towards the living room . A lithe figure stood downstairs . It was that woman, Wang Yanran .
Wang Yanran stood there, all dressed up as she called, “Mr Lu, Yanran is waiting for you . ”
Why was she here?
“Xuanji, I feel terrible . ”
Lu Jinwen looked at her, murmuring those words . It was only then that Lin Xuanji felt his burning body temperature . It felt like his entire body was going to be on fire soon .
“What did you do to yourself?”
“I drugged myself . Xuanji, I want you . ”
Lin Xuanji’s pupils contracted . He had actually drugged himself? Had he gone mad?
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