Chapter 6
Regulus Corneas
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Impossible, unbelievable, it can't be! What is the meaning of this! I don't understand at all! How could something like this happen to me? Who do they think I am?! I am Regulus Corneas, Archbishop of the Sin of Greed!
Most accomplished!
Perfect as an individual!
With an unwavering mind and a flawless body!
I'm so great, and yet this happens to me!
This is unbelievable!
This is a joke!
And no one is outraged?!
Everyone accepts it?!
Such a horrible absurdity?!
There's something wrong with them!
That woman, that boy and that knight... They saw how merciful I am and became insolent!
If I had fought them from the beginning, I would have wiped them out right away!
And since I didn't do that, now they think they're no one knows how strong they are!
They got something wrong!
For me they are pathetic, ridiculous!
They have no shame!
I hate dealing with people who have no shame.
What nasty, hypocritical, disgusting, disgusting trash!
And I was doing so well!
I had such a great life!
So many years, decades, over a hundred years, I was a fulfilled Archbishop, not like those scum!
When the Witch Factor chose me and I was given my Authority, I started by murdering my father who kept drinking and couldn't support the family.
Then I killed my mother, who constantly complained and could only be unhappy.
Then my nasty brothers whose eyes lit up at the sight of my things.
Then everyone from the village - they always looked at me with ridicule.
Then everyone from the town, because they were the reason the village was so bad.
And finally I destroyed the whole country, because all those people who had power left the village and the town to die.
And then I finally realized how good life is for me!
I don't need anything! Everything is annoying.
I am already fulfilled!
It didn't matter if I had it or not, because I didn't need it anyway!
And I certainly didn't need any of those idiots.
Because when people give you something, it's like they're saying you're missing something, that you're poor, worthy of pity.
I destroyed everyone who tried to force something on me.
Only those who say nothing can stay alive.
Always some idiot has to say something unnecessary!
No one has the right to feel sorry for me.
No one has the right to pity me and humiliate me.
I will not allow anyone to do that.
I don't need anything, I don't want anything.
A father who keeps drinking and can't support his family, but keeps buying and bringing his child some presents, is garbage.
Let him perish.
A mother who can only complain but works hard and is sorry is trash. Let her perish.
Brothers whose eyes lit up at the sight of my food, but when I was hungry they gave me their portions, are trash.
Let them perish.
Stop doing nice things for me.
I don't wish you to look down on me.
After all, it's clear that those who look down on others are trash, and those who look down that way on their own family members are subhuman!
It is clear that they must die!
I hear laughter.
They are looking at me... They are looking and laughing... Did I do something funny?
What are you laughing at!
What are you mocking, what are you laughing at?
You're all mouths and mouths and mouths and mouths and mouths and mouths and mouths and mouths and mouths and mouths and mouths and mouths and mouths!
My wives don't laugh.
My first wife never laughed.
She never mocked what I did.
She just looked at me, so beautiful.
Since I was a child, she just looked.
She never laughed when I killed my family or when I killed her family and anyone who ever came near her.
We were left alone, just the two of us, and she didn't laugh once.
And that was a good thing.
Not because she couldn't.
She just didn't have to.
She was beautiful without smiling.
She didn't have to.
Hey, what is this? Why are you laughing? Stop it! Why now, at the very end?! Don't laugh! No! No, no, no! I won't be alone! You're my wife, you can't leave me alone, this is a mockery! It's a joke! I'm not the one worthy of pity here, poor thing! It's you! Powerless, stupid, but still "greedy"! You're the ones who deserve sympathy, because you're "greedy", all you do all your life is flail around to satisfy your shortcomings!
I am different, I am not like that, I do not want anything!
I am better than you, because I don't need anything, and you still lack something!
In fact, you envy me. No wonder. No wonder you are jealous, but at the same time you admire me!
You want me, but I am out of your reach.
Yes, that's right, of course you do.
Certainly.
No. No, don't do that! Don't look at me! Don't say my name! Don't talk to me! Stop it, don't do it! It doesn't matter if you want to do me good or bad! I don't want to! Pay no attention to me! Leave me alone! A finite being should not have a heart that can be hurt...
Why do you keep trying to get close to me?
We can't get along.
We're different.
Logic won't help, it's just not possible.
Are you guys out of your minds? Calm down, think it over.
Everyone but me is acting absurdly, driven by emotion.
Can't you see that wanting another person does not bring any benefit?
That it is vain, meaningless?
All those words that you mindlessly repeat, "love", "friendship", "trust" are just a delusion. Copulation is disgusting.
I don't understand why you do it.
After all, every human being is just another being, alien and disgusting, and "spouse", "child", "family" are just nice words to beautify reality.
What difference does it make to me whether that being is alive or dead? None.
How should it make a difference to me, after all, love saves no one. People are, in fact, always alone.
The ability to communicate, to get along is simply a delusion.
Life is just an exhausting journey full of compromises.
I didn't want to be disrespected, but I didn't want to be betrayed either, so I chose beautiful girls, virgins. What more could I have done? My rights were violated so much.... and I'm not bad. I'm not bad. I'm not bad. I'm not bad. I'm not bad. I'm not bad! I'm not...!
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