Chapter 838.: 838.
「 Take it slow… 」
Ai speaks to Megu .
「 Look at Darling 」
Edie’s on the left .
「 O-Okay 」
Megu gets in between my legs as I lie down the bed .
She tries giving me fellatio once again .
「 I-I’ll try it again, Yoshi-kun 」
「 Sure… 」
Megu grabs my penis and stuffs it in her mouth .
「 Oh, that’s warm… 」
Megu slowly uses her tongue while looking at my face .
「 Hmmm 」
「 Is this okay, Yoshi-kun? 」
Megu speaks as I respond, but…
「 Don’t rush . Look around 」
Edie smiled .
「 Yukino’s licking Darling’s foot
「 Huh? 」
Megu turned around, then she found Yukino licking my foot .
「 Hey! What are you doing, Yukino? 」
「 Oh? It’s not your exclusive time, is it, Megumi? 」
Yukino laughed .
「 True 」
Edie grabs my right hand and starts licking the gap between my fingers .
「 A-Ai too 」
Ai starts to lick my nape .
「 Ah, aaah… 」
My penis in Megu’s arms gets harder .
「 Hey! You girls!! 」
「 That’s right, it’s all of us who make Darling feel good 」
「 B-But… 」
「 I think you should stop that “Me! Me!” thought of yours 」
Yukino tells Megu .
「 This idiot has a lot of women, not just Megumi . It’s useless to make some strange appeals 」
「 I know that, but… 」
Megu speaks in a sad tone .
「 You don’t get it 」
Edie…
「 Darling has a lot of women, and still, he looks at Megumi and loves you . Are you asking for more? 」
「 Megumi, you know that you can’t monopolize him, don’t you? This idiot loves all of us, and will do all that he can to make all of us happy 」
「 Normally, you should be satisfied that your love is recognized and that you’re loved back 」
「 Ai’s happy from doing this 」
Ai rubs her cheeks on my chest .
「 Megumi, you ask for too much . That what makes you extremely self-conscious, and then, you blow yourself up before he could react . What a hopeless girl 」
「 I… 」
Megu’s confused . I…
「 Megu, come here 」
I spread my arms and call her .
「 O-Okay, Yoshi-kun 」
I embraced Megu’s slender naked body .
「 Here, take a deep breath 」
Suu, haaaa…
Megu takes a deep breath in my arms .
「 Listen, you need to take a deep breath, no matter when . Then, you won’t have to hurry on anything 」
Just like using “shuffle” when Ai’s in panic, Megu needs a system to restart her thoughts .
「 Once your breathing turns relaxed, you can ease up . Look at the people around you…everyone, let’s take a deep breath 」
Our skins are touching, and so, we can feel each other’s breath .
「 Okay, let’s begin 」
Suuuuuuu…Haaaaaaaaa… . .
We take long and deep breaths, just like when Michi’s using her Kudou style .
Suuuuuuu… . . haaaaaaaaaaaaaa… . .
Megu joins with me, matching the swelling and deflation of my chest and stomach .
No .
「 Suuuuuuu… . . suhaaaaaaaaa 」
Ai, Edie, Yukino, they’re all taking deep breaths .
「 Yes, taking a deep breath lets the oxygen reach your brain 」
Edie smiled .
「 Edie, teach Megu the formal breathing techniques for Qi 」
I looked at Edie and asked her .
「 Sure 」
「 Yoshi-kun? 」
Megu looked at me, startled .
「 It’s not my specialty . And you prefer learning from Edie than Michi, right? 」
「 But… 」
「 I’ll try to join you whenever possible 」
I said with a smile .
「 So, how’s that after taking a deep breath? 」
Megu…
「 Yoshi-kun, you seem closer than earlier 」
Right .
Our bodies are this close together, having sex .
If we breathe together deeply, we’re no longer far from each other .
「 I’m always worried that Yoshi-kun will go away, or that you’ll leave me alone, but, I don’t feel that now 」
「 And that’s why you should take a deep breath when you’re starting to worry . Like how you did just now . That’s what I always do 」
「 Yoshi-kun too? 」
「 Yeah, I mean, I’m always worried everyday 」
I thought of talking about it since there’s an opportunity .
「 I’m always worried . Like, “was the pastry sufficient?” Like, if I make a mistake, then I might not sell a single one… 」
Everyone’s helping out in the pastry making, but I’m the one in charge of the oven .
If I fail, everyone’s product would be wasted .
「 But, Yoshi-kun does it… 」
「 But, I might fail if I lost focus . I mean, it’s me . I’m the one doing it 」
I don’t trust myself .
After all, I’m useless .
「 I can manage to do it somehow for now, but I’m always worried . I could go through it thanks to everyone 」
If I was alone, I’ll never work it out and fail all the time .
Someone as useless as me couldn’t possibly operate a bakery .
Making pastries every day, selling them, then training for the next day, looking at the sales, thinking of new products .
「 If I look back at April, this is like a dream 」
Back then, I felt hopeless .
「 But now, I have hope . I’m happy . I’m blessed 」
But…
「 And that’s the reason why I’m more worried 」
「 Yoshi-kun? 」
「 I don’t know what I would do if everyone abandons me . I’ll become alone . I’m worried that the people around me would be gone . It horrifies me . I’ve seen it in my nightmares 」
I’m happy, and that makes me scared .
「 At times like that, I take a deep breath, then, I can calm down somehow 」
「 Right, Darling, you do that sometimes in the middle of the night 」
Edie said .
Right, even when I’m with my women in the bed…
A warm body embraces me, yet, I still feel worried .
「 I do the same, but… 」
「 Yeah, Edie does take a deep breath sometimes 」
Edie stretches her body and does some breathing control with her Qi when she has time .
I thought that she’s only eager to train but, I guess I’m wrong .
Edie’s doing that to calm herself down when she feels uneasy .
「 Me too 」
Yukino?
「 In my case, it was masturbation . When I feel uneasy, I always imagine that you’re banging me as I masturbate . Although, I don’t need to do it as much nowadays 」
She laughed .
「 But, since it’s dangerous for me to put anything inside right now, I just imagine that you’re sucking on my breasts . When I remember you sucking on my nipples, I feel calmer 」
「 Ai became able to use shuffle on herself without the need for Yoshida-kun to say it 」
To Ai, “shuffle,” means rebooting her thoughts .
Everyone deals with their worries in various ways .
「 Megumi, you’re too much of an honor student right now 」
Yukino said .
「 You know, Yamamine-san, they were earnest people . You feel sorry for them, and that’s why you always go with: “I’m okay, I can endure it” and live that way . Well, not that I’m in the place to say that since I’m the cause, but still… 」
Megu intended to accept her fate . The fate where Shirasaka Sousuke turns her to a prostitute .
「 You didn’t have someone you can fawn on, and so you get spoiled with Darling…But… 」
Edie said .
「 Megumi, you’re a bit too spoiled…it’s becoming a burden on Darling… 」
「 That’s… 」
Megu looked at me .
「 Yoshi-kun said that I can fawn on him more… 」
「 That’s impossible 」
Edie said .
「 Megumi never relies on anyone right now… 」
「 Right 」
Yukino nods .
「 Someone who can’t do anything by herself shouldn’t rely on Yoshida-kun… . 」
Ai…
「 People who are spoiled and lick each other’s wounds only cause trouble to the people around 」
Edie’s harsh .
「 First, you must oppose your fate, and find your will . Find the courage, no matter how weak you are . If it’s those people, then there’s a meaning to their gathering . Darling knows that 」
「 Ai understands too 」
Ai said .
「 Ai knows that she can’t do anything…Thinking that Ai is Ai, and so she’s useless . But, Yoshida-kun told me that I shouldn’t think like that . If Ai doesn’t want to be useless, then do something… 」
That’s…
「 I’m just like Ai . I always thought that I’m useless . That I can’t do anything . That I have no worth… 」
「 That’s not true 」
Ai holds my hand .
「 Yoshida-kun, if you’re not here, then, Ai would be at a loss 」
Ai…
「 Please, watch over Ai all the time…Ai will surely lose her way…and be unable to understand anything…so… 」
「 Yeah, I’ll walk together with you . I won’t push or drag you . But I’ll watch you . Always 」
「 Yes 」
Ai smiled .
「 I do talk with Snatch and Francie when it comes to showbusiness problems, but, if I’m wavering, I’ll talk to you . I have no one but you when it comes to someone I can consult with 」
Yukino said .
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