Chapter 530
「 Yukino-oneechan, let me touch your stomach 」
Mana’s the first one to speak .
She gets off me and goes to Yukino .
「 Maika? 」
Yukino looks up at her sister in surprise .
「 Never mind that, let me touch your belly! 」
Mana’s still naked .
There’s still love nectar and semen, traces of sex with me from earlier in her crotch .
Yukino’s naked with just her underwear clinging on her leg .
Her crotch is also wet with love nectar from masturbating .
Mana’s hand touches Yukino’s lower abdomen .
There’s a green tattoo with “嘉甲” written on her shaved crotch .
「 How long has it been since the last time I touched Onee-chan’s stomach? 」
Mana smiles to Yukino intimately .
「 Onii-chan’s child is in here 」
Yukino never drank contraceptives .
「 We don’t know yet 」
Yukino mutters .
「 I’m envious of you . Onee-chan 」
Mana smiles at Yukino .
Yukino’s surprised .
「 Should I stop drinking contraceptives too? When that happens, I’ll give birth to a child together with Onee-chan, right? 」
Yukino shivers from what her sister says .
「 You see, I can just declare it as twins . I’ll give them milk, and I’ll even pick them up on the kindergarten 」
「 Maika, what are you talking about?! 」
Mana .
「 Let’s just think realistically, Onii-chan’s child is already in here, assuming that there’s a new life inhabiting here and will be born next year, then you have to think of the future now 」
That’s right .
Don’t think of what’s done .
Think of the future with that assumption in mind .
「 Even if you regret the past, grudge against it, cry, it won’t change the reality . Onee-chan and we need to prepare ourselves 」
Mana speaks to her sister with an earnest face .
「 I didn’t get it at all back then 」
I .
「 I always speak flowers, protecting the family, doing this for everyone’s sake, becoming Mao-chan and Agnes’ father, I talked all of it without thinking much, but… 」
Becoming a father was the only thing that I didn’t understand in my head .
I didn’t prepare for it .
Having to imagine my child inside Yukino’s stomach, I feel shocked .
「 Making a life is such an important thing 」
Yukino .
Inside that thin waist of Yukino is my child living .
「 When I first raped Yukino, back then, I was so desperate that I didn’t think of the future . I thought that I could die as long as I made Yukino mine . I didn’t know that I’ll still be alive by next year 」
On the day of my entrance ceremony, my father disappeared, and all that’s left was the passbook with some savings .
I can’t think of how can I live from then on .
I couldn’t see the future .
「 Though I’m told to make Yukino pregnant, I didn’t feel that I’ll still be alive next year and raise the child born . All I had was this dark feeling of wanting to have proof that I’m alive, by pouring my sperm inside Yukino 」
I didn’t consider the child at all .
「 Minaho-neesan said that she’ll raise Yukino’s child . Thus, I didn’t think much about if that was the case . No, I decided not to think about it 」
I intentionally avoided thinking of it .
「 Nagisa said that she’ll bear my child, but she’s really a mother, so I thought that she could raise the child well . She’d advice me on what should I do in any case 」
Nagisa’s older than me, and she’s reliable .
Therefore, I imagined raising a child with Nagisa .
「 The other women are drinking pills, so I think they’ll bear children years later 」
Therefore, even if they say “I want to get pregnant,” is just a desire, they’re not looking at the reality in front of their eyes .
This is a heavy reality .
「 I didn’t forget the possibility of Yukino getting pregnant, but I was desperately erasing it from my head, after all…」
I .
「 I know that I can’t live together with Yukino anymore 」
Yukino isn’t family .
Yukino’s pride won’t allow it .
The other women hold deep hate for Yukino .
「 I thought that I had to part with Yukino 」
I didn’t imagine living with Yukino in the future .
Yukino’s looking at me .
「 But, I don’t want Yukino to die no matter what . I want you to live even if we can’t meet each other again . That’s true 」
Even now, I want Yukino to live .
Even if it’s in a world out of my reach .
Even if we never meet each other again .
I want Yukino to live .
「 Is that because I’m similar to your mother? 」
Yukino asks me .
「 You can’t reconcile with your mother, so instead, you want to be open with me? 」
That’s .
「 I don’t think that’s the case 」
I look straight at Yukino .
「 Sure, Minaho-neesan might be right . I might be attracted to Yukino because you resemble my mother . But, Yukino is Yukino . I discovered a lot about you in the past ten days . Inside me now, I’m looking at Yukino . Not Mother, I’m looking at Yukino 」
「 Hmmm, what you know about me is that I’m a selfish, egoistic, and helpless idiotic woman, right? 」
I
「 No, that’s not all 」
The feelings I can’t speak up are rising .
My feelings for Yukino inside of me .
「 That’s never all 」
Yukino .
「 You liar . You’re looking down on me . You think of me like an idiot! 」
Tears gather in Yukino’s eyes again .
Yukino looks at her abdomen Mana’s touching .
「 I’ll abort the child 」
Yukino .
「 I’d rather die than bear your child 」
Tears fall from her eyes .
「 I don’t want this . I’ll never accept this 」
Then .
「 That’s a lie . Onee-chan will give birth! 」
Mnaa smiles at Yukino .
「 After all, it’s Yukino-oneechan’s baby! 」
「 Maika?! 」
Yukino’s surprised .
「 Yukino-oneechan will never kill her child! 」
「 I-I will 」
「 No, Onee-chan’s that kind of person . I know! 」
Mana .
「 When I was in medical treatment in Shizuoka, my family in Tokyo never came to visit me once, but 」
「 That’s right, I didn’t go to see you! 」
「 But, Yukino-oneechan didn’t forget about me! 」
The sisters stared at each other .
「 Onee-chan, when you went abroad with our parents, you bought me a souvenir . You sent me emails with photos taken from Hawaii . In addition to that, during the New Years or my birthday, you always give me a gift and a call! 」
「 That’s because you’re my little sister! 」
「 That’s right! Even now we’re still sisters1 Onee-chan still thinks of me as her little sister! 」
「 That’s, well, obviously? You’re my 」
Yukino and Maika are sisters .
「 That’s right . Yukino-oneechan is kind to what you think is yours . You treasure them 」
Mana presses Yukino .
「 Yukino-oneechan, you can’t get away from Onii-chan 」
Huh?
「 Yukino-oneechan thinks that Onii-chan is also hers after all! 」
「 D-Don’t be ridiculous! I! 」
「 So why are you here? Why did you escaped from Ichikawa-ojichan’s house and came back to this mansion? 」
「 That’s 」
「 Also, earlier this morning, when you saw Onii-chan, you got angry at him because he didn’t try to save Papa, right? If you don’t think of him as yours, then you won’t be saying that! 」
「 That’s not true! 」
「 Then, can you tell Kyouko-san and Cordelia-san what you said earlier? 」
「 I can’t say that of course!!! 」
Yukino shouts .
「 If I did that to them then they’d snap my neck . They’re just demons 」
「 Even though Onii-chan’s also allied with those people? 」
「 But, this man is?… 」
「 Yukino-oneechan knows that Onii-chan will never hurt her no matter how horrible you speak to Onii-chan, right? 」
Yukino doesn’t recognize me as an enemy .
That’s why she complains of me hatefully .
She thinks of me as someone she’s allowed to complain to .
「 It feels frustrating, doesn’t it? Onii-chan and Megu-oneechan are taken away by the ladies of Kouzuki house? 」
「 That’s not true! I don’t need that man! 」
「 You speak at the stage of “not needing,” don’t you already think of him as yours? Onee-chan’s really a troublesome woman 」
Mana laughs
Yukino .
「 Because this man raped me! That’s why he should be devoting his whole life to me! I’ll never forgive him even for a thousand years! 」
She points at me .
「 Hm . So Onee-chan’s love is like that 」
Love?
「 M-Maika?! What are you talking about?! This is never love! I’ll never accept this as love! 」
「 It’s love even if Onee-chan doesn’t accept it . You’re obsessed with Onii-chan 」
Mana said .
「 You want Onii-chan so much that you can’t hold yourself back, right? Onii-chan doesn’t turn towards you so you can’t help but feel hateful, right? 」
「 That’s! Becuase, this man, should be looking at me all the time, 24 hours a day! That’s all he should be doing! 」
「 That’s what you want, right? Look, that’s love! 」
Yukino mumbles .
「 But, Yukino-oneechan, in reality: Sorry but it doesn’t always go as Onee-chan wants . Onii-chan has become the pillar of our family already . Yukino-oneechan can’t have him all for herself 」
「 I know that already! 」
Yukino looks down .
「 I don’t think of anything of this man! 」
「 Then, what would you do with the child in your stomach, Onee-chan? 」
Mana says while rubbing Yukino’s belly
「 What will Onee-chan do to this child 」
Yukino puts her hand on her belly .
「 I don’t know 」
I .
「 Yukino, no, Shirasaka-san 」
I talk to Yukino the same way before everything started .
「 I know that Shirasaka-san’s a kind person 」
Yukino looks at me .
「 When I was dispirited because my father was gone on the day of entrance ceremony, Shirasaka-san was the one who called up to me in the classroom 」
「 I said this before, but that was your misunderstanding . I’m not kind of woman . You were just an eyesore, so I wanted you to go to the infirmary quickly 」
「 No, Shirasaka-san back then was kind . I remember it, I won’t forget! 」
「 Is that so? 」
Yukino looks away from me then looks at her lower abdomen once again .
「 Yukino-oneechan, this child may be Onii-chan’s child but also, this is Onee-chan’s baby too 」
Mana said .
「 Onee-chan, would you kill this child? This is Onee-chan’s precious child 」
Yukino .
「 Well, Maika’s right 」
She pats her belly once again .
「 I’ll give birth . Maybe 」
Then, she looks at Mana .
「 But, that’s because Yuzuki said that she’ll spare me if I bear the child! I don’t want to die so I’ll carry this child! I don’t actually want to you hear! 」
If there’s already a life inside Yukino’s belly, then…
She will be spared with no hesitation .
「 Yeah, bear the child . I’ll raise it, make it happy no matter what 」
「 Mana will help too! Should Mana bear a baby together with Onee-chan? 」
Yukino hugs her sister .
「 You don’t need to do that . Give birth when you want to . I alone am enough to bear this burden 」
「 Onee-chan!!! 」
The sisters hug each other .
◇ ◇ ◇
「 Onii-chan! Let’s all have sex together! 」
Mana calls me .
「 Maika, you?! 」
「 It’s okay, isn’t it?! I want to do it together with Yukino-oneechan! 」
Yukino looks at me .
「 But, he’s no longer getting erect for me . He said I no longer have charm as a woman! 」
「 That’s not it, Onii-chan is… 」
Mana smiles at me .
「 Onii-chan really loves Yukino-oneechan . Therefore, his penis stops getting erect for you 」
「 What the hell? 」
Err .
「 You don’t think of me as anything but a tool for sex, so that’s why 」
I speak honestly .
「 You only saw me as a tool to make yourself feel good 」
Yukino .
「 That’s not exactly right . Having sex with you feels good, but you’re not all about it 」
She looks at me coldly .
「 You’re a man with no saving grace you know? I don’t need your face or brain, just your penis is enough 」
To Yukino, I’m all that .
「 Either way, you’ll have sex with anyone . You don’t discriminate . You’re okay with any woman, right? You’re a beast! 」
Yukino said, Mana .
「 Huh, you didn’t know Onee-chan? 」
She smiles .
「 Onii-chan never have sex with anyone but girls he genuinely likes, only girls he wants to go out with for his lifetime 」
「 Wha?! What are you talking about, that’s a lie! 」
「 It’s true . After all, everyone trusts Onii-chan and wants to be with him 」
Mana laughs .
「 Don’t you think it’s strange? Everyone’s Onii-chan’s woman and yet nobody’s fighting out of jealousy, right? Instead, everyone’s working hard to become friends . Even though I’m Papa’s daughter, the other Onee-san are very kind to me 」
Yukino listens to what her little sister says .
「 Everyone wants to be with Onii-chan forever . They know that they have to get along so they can stay with Onii-chan . Onii-chan’s doing all his best to make us all happy . We don’t act like babies, and we have to cooperate 」
Mana .
「 That’s why Yukino-oneechan is the only one who wants to monopolize Onii-chan and gets seriously jealous of other girls . Yukino-oneechan has that kind of attitude, so they all look at Yukino-oneechan as hostile 」
「 I-I’m not jealous for that guy! 」
「 You really don’t get it, as expected of Yukino-oneechan! 」
Mana said with a smile .
「 Then, Onii-chan also loves Yukino-oneechan so even when pushed to the very edge of the cliff, he never abandoned Onee-chan 」
No, wait .
「 Mana, Yukino is… 」
I .
「 I may have longed for Yukino but, I’ve done a lot of horrible things because I wanted to make her mine no matter how awful my acts can be 」
But .
「 But this isn’t love . It’s not okay to make word plays with me loving Yukino or Yukino loving me 」
I’m the villain who raped Yukino .
I have no qualification to say love to Yukino .
「 That’s not desires(ai) It’s not love either(Koi)1 It’s a much more shameful, dark lust . I raped Yukino with a guilty conscience . That will never be love 」
Mana smiles at me .
「 Onii-chan’s really pure! I love you! 」
Huh?
「 Onii-chan, love in this world isn’t just pure love . Onii-chan’s dark lust, you mentioned just now is also love . It’s just another form of love! 」
「 No, look 」
「 Well then Onii-chan, is it a sin to masturbate while thinking of the person you like? If you want to have sex with that person that’s no longer love? 」
… .
「 In Onii-chan’s case, it’s true that raping Yukino-oneechan is a sin . That’s one big sin . But, your feelings for Yukino-oneechan is real love, isn’t it? Love! 」
Mana said .
「 Onii-chan, even though you were taking of us, you always worry about Yukino-oneechan . I know . You have always been thinking on how to make Yukino-oneechan happy, right? 」
I .
Mana turns to her sister .
「 Yukino-onee-chan doesn’t get it . Sex doesn’t feel good . Doing it with Onii-chan is what feels good 」
「 Maika?! 」
「 You see, I feel disgusted with other men that I can’t do it with them . Onii-chan embraces me to my heart when he does have sex with me . I can lay bare my mind and body to Onii-chan . I can feel Onii-chan’s gentle gaze on me, so I also embrace Onii-chan . I love Onii-chan’s face when he’s feeling good when he’s ejaculating inside me! I can say from the depths of my heart that I love him! 」
Mana smiles .
「 To us, Onii-chan is like that . Someone precious . We all can’t live without Onii-chan anymore . After all, Onii-chan’s the only one who sees through the real me . I can show the true me only to Onii-chan . It’s not just me, Megu-oneechan all the others are the same . Therefore, we can’t leave Onii-chan’s side! 」
Yukino .
「 It’s not that I… 」
She said, then swallowed her words .
「 Haa, okay I’m lying, I know that too 」
Yukino!?
「 When Kenji attacked me, he’s just violent, his eyes are glaring, wanting to rape me 」
This was back when Endou attacked her at the broadcasting room, next to the principal’s office .
「 I was only afraid, even though Kenji was my boyfriend 」
Yukino shows a painful expression .
「 In the middle of it, this man used a stun-gun on Kenji, and he raped me instead of Kenji . But, it felt good . This man does . He’s getting even better at sex . It gets on my head . He’s making me feel good while focusing on the most delicate details 」
Yukino, you .
「 Yes, I admit that this man’s good at sex . Perhaps, our body has excellent compatibility . I like him ravishing me . When I do it with my hand, I imagine him embracing me . But! 」
Yukino looks at me .
「 That’s all . I’ll only admit his skills at sex . I’ll never accept anything else . I hate his face . HIs personality . His stupidity . His voice . HIs figure too, they’re all different from my taste . There’s not a single factor that would make me like him! 」
I know that .
It’s impossible for Yukino to like me .
「 Hmm, so then, what did Yukino-oneechan like on her former boyfriend? 」
Mana asks .
「 Huh, Kenji? 」
「 Yes . What did you like about that person? 」
Yukino .
「 Err, his face, the fact that he’s a sports face, and then, his face too, I guess? 」
「 Was he smart/ 」
「 He was an idiot . That’s off the point 」
「 So, comparing him with Onii-chan? 」
「 Kenji’s far more stupid 」
「 His personality? 」
「 His confidence was like Papa’s so I liked it but, I knew that his confidence was coming from his overwhelming stupidity 」
「 Was he trustworthy? 」
「 No, he’s a scum beyond saving 」
「 So, is there any other point he has? 」
「 Err, I guess his face 」
Endou’s only a face?
「 Then, Onii-chan’s much better! 」
「 Kenji’s better in looks! 」
「 I wonder, I think that Onii-chan’s on the right track on the looks though 」
Mana said .
「 He looks very cool, and it makes my heart throb sometimes, I love that part of him 」
「 What about you Maika, you don’t know how he usually looks like at school 」
「 Yukino-oneechan, Onii-chan’s changing you know? I think he looks cool in school now too . That’s what I believe 」
Saying that; Mana smiles at me .
「 Onii-chan, you’re overthinking . Yukino-oneechan doesn’t think of Onii-chan just as a tool for sex . That pure affection is cute though 」
Wrong?
「 Yukino-oneechan’s already madly in love on having sex with Onii-chan . Once you make that clear that she’s fallen, then that’s okay 」
Yukino has fallen for sex?
「 If you stay pure, this stubborn Onee-chan won’t fall! 」
Mana, you .
「 Getting madly in love with sex and become unable to leave also love . That’s what I think 」
I don’t get it .
「 Anyway, let’s try having sex, I’m sure you’ll get it 」
「 But I 」
I didn’t get erect for Yukino last night .
「 Oh, Onii-chan are you worried? 」
Mana comes back to me .
「 It’s okay . I’ll make Onii-chan’s penis big! 」
She licks my penis .
「 Hey, can you compare Yukino-oneechan and me? 」
She sends me a bewitching look .
「 Megu-oneechan and Agnes-chan and I are sisters from different mother but, Yukino-oneechan, and I have the same mother, so we’re real sisters 」
Mana .
「 Isn’t that arousing? I’m already excited though 」
She licks on my glans .
「 Ufufu, it’s getting hard, Onii-chan’s aroused too 」
Mana smiles .
「 Yukino-oneechan, come here! This bed is wider than that 」
She calls Yukino .
「 Maika, you 」
Yukino’s still hesitating .
「 If Onee-chan’s not coming then I’ll make love with him alone again 」
This 14-year-old rubs her nipple on my glans .
「 Or could it be that Yukino-oneechan doesn’t want to do it with me? Embarrassed? 」
「 THat’s 」
「 I want to do it together with Yukino-oneechan though 」
Mana’s eyes move Yukino’s heart .
「 Geez! I have no choice do I! 」
Yukino gets up .
She has to take off only her panty and bra .
I see .
There’s only one among my women…
Yukino’s never cautious of her real little sister, Mana .
Yukino who doesn’t trust other people opens up her heart only to her sister who she feels is under her control .
Therefore, Minaho-neesan .
She approved of Mana’s approach .
「 Okay, Onee-chan has arrived! 」
Mana happily greets Yukino who came over to our bed .
「 Yukino-oneechan, go on Onii-chan’s right side, I’ll take the other side! 」
She decides the positions while smiling .
「 Then, let’s make love with Onii-chan, okay? 」
Mana speaks brightly to Yukino .
Fuck me for all these multiple meanings of Love in Jap
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