Chapter 5.5: Kurose Maria’s Diary
How frustrating... I lost to Runa.
How could I have known she was going out with Kashima Ryuto?
What’s up with that? What’s the point? Or what, is he actually a great guy despite his looks?
Sure, I did think he was a little cool when he heard me out. I’d never talked to anyone about my family like that, not since my parents’ divorce. I don’t even really know why I told him about all that.
What I understand even less, though...is why I’ve been thinking about him all the time since then. It’s just, it was the first time. The first time a guy ever confronted me like that and heard me out as a human being.
That’s because I’ve only ever had guys around me who looked like idiots while they vacantly stared at my fake smiles. Even he was like that four years ago.
“Wouldn’t it be better if, instead of trying to become a girl loved by everyone, you focused on becoming one that the guy you’ll one day fall in love with will love back?”
That’s what he said to me. But what if I’m falling for a guy who’s already looking at a different girl? What am I supposed to do then?
And as if that weren’t enough, that “different girl” is Runa, of all people...
Oh, I know.
I should just take him from her.
It’s not like I’ve forgiven her yet. I do feel bad about spreading rumors about her, and I apologized for that. But...this all started because she took my dad from me. Runa is worse than me.
I’ll take Kashima Ryuto from her. I’ll make her taste the same sadness I felt when she took the person dearest to me in the whole world.
That will be my revenge. Today, it begins for real.
Look forward to it, Runa.
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