Chapter 44                                    
           									
Translator: Jawbrie
It was fun . 
The syncing of your feets movements with the music .  Two people holding hands, moving together, becoming one heart and one body . 
While there was enough light, it came dimly from the full moon alone .  I dance with Charles by our thin, moonlit shadows, as the music leaks faintly from the dance hall . 
There is no audience .  There are no extravagant decorations .  I was Christina Noir, daughter of a duke .  I loved pomp, praise, and power .  I wanted to show my own excellence to a crowd of onlookers .  And yet, somehow this dance with Charles, which had no audience or stage, was so very fun .  I wondered how it was that my heart felt so satisfied by this . 
Though, I did have a vague idea . 
“Hey, Charles . ”
“What is it, Chris?”
“This is fun . ”
“Yeah, it is . ”
Charles nodded with a bounce, he was in a good mood . I was sure that the happiness within him was at least equal to mine . Hearing it confirmed with words brings yet another layer of satisfaction to me . I was feeling more and more satisfied by the minute, and yet I was feeling lighter and lighter . My heart was floating as we danced, I spun my body in a turn .
“You’ve improved a lot . ”
“I tried . ”
His soft blonde hair, which looked so similar to that of my beloved Mishuli, blew in the wind along with our movements .  I smile at his inept, yet earnest attempt to lead me . 
It seemed that he had indeed learned the steps for dancing in these past two years .  It was a huge improvement compared to the first time .  At that time, Charles had never danced before, and so I led, which did not go very well .  We had both ended up falling very dramatically . 
It was a precious memory . 
One, two, three, we ride the rhythm in sync with the tempo .  He wasn’t a genius like me, his experience wasn’t there, and so his dancing was still awkward .  I liked to lead in nearly all things, but with dancing, it was the man’s job to lead and the ladies to support .  And so I focused on supporting Charles as we danced . 
It was not bad . 
                            
Always, and with everyone, I wanted to stand dominant .  But having Charles hold my hand and lead me like this–it was not bad . 
“I wonder why . ”
“What?”
“Hm? Mmm… It’s nothing . ”
“What’s that?”
I dodged the question, but those eyes that looked so much like the morning sky, looked discontent . He clearly hated having secrets withheld from him . But, I didn’t hate this expression from him either . So I would not tell him .
“It’s a secret . ”
“…Mm .  You are quite mean sometimes . ”
“Fu fun .  It’s the right of elders to be able to make fun of others . ”
It was fun seeing his expression change in such a way that was hardly fitting for a noble .  It satisfied me even more . 
Perhaps, I take a guess at my last question to myself . 
Perhaps, I was only happy in this moment because Charles was with me .  I liked receiving attention, I preferred to be lauded with praise .  I could return to the dance hall now, and dance with some fool in order to shock everyone with my genius .  But my heart would not take flight as it did now if it was not with Charles . 
“Charles .  Do you like me?”
“Of course I do . ”
The honest words and emotion in them fulfilled my heart even more .
“You do . ”
“I do . ”
It was now two years since we first met . I was happy with his words which hadn’t changed in spite of his growth .
“I as well . ”
“You do?”
“Yes, I do . ”
I was fulfilled, full to the brim, my heart was starting to overflow . 
It wasn’t ‘quite . ’
It wasn’t ‘rather . ’
Charles, I . 
“I do like you . ”
My emotions were turned into words with this answer .  The thing that had been stuck to my chest ever since the day I met Charles had finally dropped to my gut after two years . 
I see . 
After putting it to words, I am able to realize it anew . 
I liked Charles . 
Sensitive and free, and true to his heart . 
It was easy once I realized it .  I liked Charles, and so I enjoyed being with him .  It was two years since we met .  I had always thought he was an interesting person, but he had reached a new territory as I watched from a close distance . 
“Really?”
“Really . ”
“You aren’t lying?”
                            
“I would never lie . ”
“I see . ”
“That’s right . ”
His surprise turned into a smile, his caution dissipated . Seeing Charles smile with so much happiness reaffirms my belief .
“I do like you . ”
It was different than my sweet father . Different than strict Mariwa . It was also different from Mishuli, an angel of this world . It was a different kind of ‘like’ than with those three . In my heart, I had my sights set on Charles . So this was what it was like to finally understand . The emotion that had fallen into me gradually began to melt and spread throughout my body .
“It’s a different kind of ‘like’ than between friends, right?”
“Yes . ”
“It’s different than between family, as well!”
“Yes!”
“Aha! Then we are the same!”
“Yes! We are the same!”
Charles’ words of joy caused me to become excited as well .  My dance moves began to become bigger along with my heart . 
I see, I see .  So I really do like Charles then .  It wasn’t friendship, it wasn’t like family, this emotion could not be expressed in any other way .  The emotion was carried throughout my whole body through my veins .  I just realized it now, and every time I confirmed it with Charles, my heart would become more and more sure of it .  Like the true genius I was, I accepted this change in emotions, drinking it in .  But, suddenly, I feel that something is wrong . 
“Huh?”
“What is it?”
“Huh? Uh, no, um…”
I had drunk it in, it dissolved within me .  The emotion carried by my heart was spinning and changing with no signs of stopping .  As we danced, my legs started to become confused .  And so Charles asked with a laugh what had happened .  His smile was brilliant as ever .  He was happy as if a long-held wish had just come true . 
However, my heart had no strength to answer .  It had completed this realization, it had changed dramatically like a revolution as it spun like a tornado .  What was this? I was confused .  This emotion that spread through my whole body was overwhelming me .  Once I was aware of it, my emotions had changed into something irreversible before I knew it .  And it was complete . 
I liked Charles . 
The moment that this feeling soaked into my body from my head to my toes, a new heart that had not existed within me until now, was placed in the middle of my chest . 
Love .
It was born .
“Ah . ”
There was a sound of that little feeling growing inside of me . And then my face turned crimson as if there had been an explosion .
Meanwhile, at the Noir mansion .
Mishuli: “…!!”
Maid: “My lady, Mishuli? What is the matter?”
Mishuli: “Rom-com… I feel the waves of a rom-com!!”
Maid: “Huh?”
Mishuli: “It’s Charles… It must be that Charles…! I’ll ask sister when she returns–”
Maid: (…She is starting to resemble Lady Christina in terms of eccentric words and actions–no, it is even worse than her sister .  What will I do…)
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