Chapter 604 – Really?! Now?!
The two of them experimented on Nick's ability to turn into mist.
Luckily, due to their previous experience, they managed to unlock it rather early.
It barely took two months.
Naturally, they also found a way to expand the ability a little bit.
Since Nick also assured the Technician that he had already dealt with his main ability, Nick was technically ready to continue.
All his abilities worked again, and they had even been improved.
Additionally, the Specter Core had increased Nick's speed of Zephyx recovery and the size of his storage by quite a lot.
Compared to someone on the same level, Nick was gaining Zephyx almost four times as quickly, and he had thrice as much Zephyx.
On top of that, Nick's abilities had also been elevated to a higher level.
All in all, this newfound way to create Specialists had proven to be extremely beneficial.
Sadly, advantages could have disadvantages, and disadvantages could have advantages.
The advantage of being able to generate one's own Zephyx sadly came with a disadvantage.
In a way, benefitting from human suffering was inherently parasitical, and while one parasite usually wouldn't damage a host too much, if the host were filled with parasites, it would die.
Humanity could support feeding one Nick, but they wouldn't be able to support a thousand. Maybe not even a hundred.
There were only so many "bad" people that could be punished.
If there were more people like Nick, there wouldn't be enough suffering to go around for everyone. Either they would advance much slower or they would have to inflict suffering on innocent people.
Additionally, the inherent stress of constantly being in an alert state of fight-or-flight could turn people mad.
The Technician decided to officially call this new state Half-Specter. n/ô/vel/b//jn dot c//om
That title described the power and the risk associated with it very well.
Naturally, the Technician and the Left Arm had talked about these dangers in private, and in the end, they were glad that Nick had such an abnormal psyche.
They could see that Nick's ideology had been firmly shaped and put in place by years of extreme emotional torture.
The emotional torture had manifested his ideology so firmly and thoroughly that even his logic completely followed it.
Nick wanted to be a good person.
However, that wasn't his goal due to some holy and selfless reason like just making others happy.
In fact, Nick wasn't even reaping any emotional rewards from helping others.
Whether he helped or damaged others, there wouldn't be a big emotional difference.
He felt almost identical in both cases.
Nick was helping others solely to repay the debt he was perceiving.
He just wanted to redeem himself.
Such a mindset was obviously unhealthy and abnormal, but exactly that was what made Nick perfect to become a Half-Specter.
Almost every single human was guided by emotions.
Even extremely logical humans were guided by emotions. It was just very different from what one would think.
Why did people make logical decisions?
Because they wanted to make the right decision.
And why was it so important to make the right decision?
Because they wanted to feel good.
Feel secure by having money.
Feel companionship by having a partner.
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