Chapter 500 – Do You Accept?
The fire vanished, and Nick looked at the empty Containment Unit.
Julian was dead.
Julian had lorded over Nick for over a decade, and he had always been Nick's biggest threat.
In the back of Nick's mind, his emotions were still a bit afraid that Julian was somehow still alive.
However, such a fear was unfounded.
Even a Fallen would die when hit by such an attack, and Julian definitely didn't have the power to fool Simon's senses.
It was impossible for Julian to have survived.
"Has your opinion of me changed?" Nick asked.
Simon frowned.
Then, he nodded.
"Julian taught me an interesting concept. The sunk cost fallacy. Have you heard of it?" Nick asked.
Simon didn't answer.
"The sunk cost fallacy means that people who have invested a lot in something that is bound to fail keep investing because they don't want to cut their losses. They have already invested so much into everything that they can't handle the prospect of all their investments being for nothing, resulting in accumulating losses over time."
"Doesn't that sound just like me?" Nick asked.
"It does," Simon answered.
"I also think so," Nick said. "For my entire adult life, I have been focusing on nothing but trying to redeem myself, but I'm not so sure if that is even possible anymore."
"No matter what I do, I can't resurrect the innocent people I have killed. Even if I were to kill the Sun, I still wouldn't be able to repay them."
"After finally having the power to make a positive change in the world, I understand it now."
"I'm not sure if I can ever make things right."
"I might never be redeemed."
Silence.
"But I still want to help the people," Nick added.
"If there is an afterlife, and all the people I killed want to torture me, the only thing I can do is to have helped so many people that the vast majority of souls still see me as humanity's benefactor."
"Additionally, I believe Aegis and I are not that different."
At that point, Simon narrowed his eyes. "Be careful what you say."
Nick didn't seem worried. He just calmly looked forward.
"Aegis is defending humanity, but the tributes that they request cause suffering for the normal people due to the pressure on the leaders of the city," Nick said.
Simon was not happy. "Aegis is not the cause of this suffering."
"Not directly, no," Nick said. "Aegis just wants something, and it is up to the governments to gather this something. The governments are the ones that cause the suffering."
"But without the tributes, would the suffering of the poor be this immense?"
Nick snorted.
"That's a trick question," he added without letting Simon answer. "Of course, the suffering would be just as immense. Why? Because one human can be good, but a group of humans is greedy."
"So, yes, Aegis is not responsible in my mind, but they are also not without fault. Aegis has the power to change things, but the good of the normal people is not their highest priority."
"Although, that's understandable. The threat of the Specter endangers all of human life. Without life, there can't be happiness. Survival is more important than happiness when it comes to humanity as a collective. Some individuals might disagree. They might say that living a short and happy life is better than living a long and miserable life."
"But if humanity can't survive, there won't even be short and happy lives. There will be just no life."
"Get to the point," Simon interrupted.
Nick remained silent for a while.
"I don't know what my point was anymore," Nick answered. "I guess I was just musing."
"No matter. In the end, I want to improve the lives of the common people, and I think the fact that I made so many mistakes in my past will help me in achieving that."
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