Park Yu-Min smirked before answering his friend.
"We kept fighting, just like that."
"...Eh?"
"I'm saying, we kept fighting and arguing."
Kang Jin-Ho was instantly deflated. He was expecting some grand solutions, but the actual reply didn't even qualify as an answer!
"What kind of a solution is that?" Kang Jin-Ho asked in dismay.
"Yeah, that's what I think."
"But, that isn't even a solution, so why..."
"Listen, Jin-Ho. This is important," Park Yu-Min quickly explained further after noticing Kang Jin-Ho's disappointment. "We fight for simple reasons. Our pride got trampled on, and we don't want to admit that the other party is right."
One could attach all sorts of excuses and reasons to a fight between people.
However, as far as Park Yu-Min could tell, most fights boiled down to those two reasons. Even if the fights were repackaged with some nice-sounding pretexts, the core of various disagreements remained pretty much the same.
"With five strong-willed people arguing with each other, finding one conclusion everyone can agree on is never going to be easy. Everyone has their own reasons, after all. But the thing is, nothing will improve if everyone shuts up to avoid conflict, and we will end up with some half-baked nonsense.
"That's why we fight and argue. Again and again. And then... Before we know it, there's a solution, an answer, staring right in our faces."
Kang Jin-Ho deeply furrowed his brow. "What about people's sentiments, then? Wouldn't doing that create bad blood? Isn't preserving team unity important?"
"Unity? Yeah, that is important. But what you're talking about doesn't sound like unity, Jin-Ho. Isn't that more like... You know, taking the easy way out?"
"Easy way out...?" Kang Jin-Ho quietly muttered those three words. Taking the easy way out, was it...?
"Well, because no one wants to get too emotional, that's why. Losing cool might escalate things, so people try to avoid friction and back off when they think it's appropriate. And then, they mouth some vague agreements and whatnot to get it over with. I think that's wrong."
Park Yu-Min sounded determined just then. Unwavering. Which was something he lacked in the past.
Just as Kang Jin-Ho had changed over time, so did Park Yu-Min.
One couldn't really say that having a career in esports was now widely accepted and supported in society. That didn't stop the world of pro gaming from being a fiercely competitive environment where people constantly struggled for victory.
In that world, either you won or lost. Didn't matter who was fighting or how they fought, each encounter always produced a tangible result. It seemed plying his trade in that world had taught Park Yu-Min how to be more assertive.
"You know why? That's because we didn't become pro gamers to have fun with other gamers. Wait, let me rephrase that. I didn't become a pro gamer to have fun with my teammates. I'm doing this to win, Jin-Ho."
Kang Jin-Ho silently nodded. He agreed with Park Yu-Min's mindset.
"To do that, all my actions and thought processes must focus on this one thing. And that is, 'What do I need to do to win now and keep winning in the future?' Think about it for a minute, and the answer should be obvious.
"Things might get easier if we just choose to back off before people's feelings get hurt. But that will lead to our team falling behind as our competitors grow stronger and better. I cannot let that happen, Jin-Ho."
"Yes, you're correct," said Kang Jin-Ho.
What a strange feeling this was. In the past, it was usually Kang Jin-Ho saying all these things. And Park Yu-Min's role was to nod along and agree.
Nowadays, though, the roles seemed to have reversed somewhat, with Park Yu-Min playing the advisor far more often than Kang Jin-Ho. When looking at their behaviors and attitudes of late, Park Yu-Min came across as much more driven and unwavering than Kang Jin-Ho, too! �
'It seems that I've been too arrogant.'
Kang Jin-Ho suddenly had a small epiphany just then.
He was so full of sage advice and confidence back in the early days of his return to the modern era precisely because... He had not fully acclimatized to the modern surroundings yet.
The modern era was as complicated as an era could possibly get.
Unlike in the past, human relationships were not as clear and straightforward. Before doing or saying something, one had to consciously or subconsciously consider many things first. Things like, "What kind of ripples will my actions cause in society? My relationships? And to my bank balance?"
With complications came intricate connections tying seemingly everything and everyone in the world together. What made things worse for Kang Jin-Ho was that, in his first life, he was far removed from the complicated workings of modern society.
No wonder he was so uncomplicated and straightforward back then! Kang Jin-Ho didn't consider or worry about anything, after all. He only had to think about what was the best and most correct answer. That was it. And that allowed him to speak with such arrogance.
Now that he had a chance to reflect on his actions, Kang Jin-Ho realized how simple-minded and even cringe-inducing his so-called solutions had been. He thought his face was burning from all the shame.
Having his surroundings completely enveloped in relationships had placed some strict restrictions on Kang Jin-Ho's antics.
The memories of Park Yu-Min yelling, "You can never understand me!" after Kang Jin-Ho offered him so-called advice viciously stabbed into Kang Jin-Ho's mind.
'Huh. What did I say to Yu-Min back then?'
Park Yu-Min's reaction seemed in line with a teenager's behavior. But didn't Kang Jin-Ho say something like, 'Nothing will change if you remain still?'
'Wow. I really was brainless back then, wasn't I?'
To think he'd spew such cliched nonsense with a straight face! And Park Yu-Min was kind enough to patiently listen to his friend's cringe remarks, too!
Here was Kang Jin-Ho, racking his brain over something small and seemingly insignificant in the overall scheme of things. So, what made him think it was okay to trivialize other people's much heavier worries and concerns?
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