What a strange feeling this was.
Lee Seong-Hwi unconsciously clutched at his chest. This feeling weighing down on his chest was a bit too strange to be described as sorrow. But it certainly was messy and complicated.
'F*ck!'
He couldn't help but be dismayed. Lee Seong-Hwi never once felt a sense of comradeship with Kim Seok-Il. Or, for that matter, any emotional bond. Then again, his so-called relationship was never meant to be that way.
These two men hated each other's guts. They could not stand each other but still had to cooperate for the common goal. If it hadn't been for that goal, they might have stabbed each other to death by now.
That was supposed to be the situation, so how could Lee Seong-Hwi possibly explain this feeling?
Griiiit!
Lee Seong-Hwi gritted his teeth, then glanced behind him.
The cruise ship's passageway was as dark as it could physically get after its electricity supply got cut off some time ago. Even then, all the blood dripping from the deck above into this passageway gave off the chilling impression that Hell's entrance was just beyond the darkness up ahead.
...Kim Seok-Il was left behind in that Hell.
His odds of survival? Of course there was no such thing.
A man in his physical state would never survive in the ocean. In a twisted way, Kim Seok-Il should be thankful for his state since he no longer had to rack his brain to solve that despair-inducing quandary.
With his wrecked body, once he roused up every ounce of what little energy remained within him to puncture a hole in the ship's hull... Kim Seok-Il would undoubtedly die on the spot. Considering that madman's personality, he probably wouldn't worry about preserving his life.
Despite knowing all this, though...
Lee Seong-Hwi couldn't stop thinking about this one little thing.
'...Is there a meaning to doing all this?'
Even if Kim Seok-Il's scheme bore fruit and Kang Jin-Ho's empire crumbled to nothingness as a result, what would be the point of it all? When the schemer, Kim Seok-Il, would be long dead by then?
What kind of a meaning would a goal, scored after the striker had died, hold to the striker himself?
'Did he really not have anything left?'
Did Kim Seok-Il not have an alternative way out? Did he have to throw his entire being into the murky depths of hatred toward Kang Jin-Ho, even though this path clearly led to his own ruination?
"Kuk...!"
Lee Seong-Hwi grimaced before turning around to leave.
He had no way of knowing the answer. Even if there had been other ways, Lee Seong-Hwi was responsible for "rescuing" Kim Seok-Il from confinement and led the cripple down the path to Hell. In other words, he had no right to pity or sympathize with Kim Seok-Il.
It was just that...
"...F*ck!"
Lee Seong-Hwi angrily stormed off.
***
"Cough! Cough!"
Kim Seok-Il, currently collapsed on the floor, coughed and wheezed nonstop. Blood flew out along with spittle from his mouth. He smirked derisively while glancing at the blood soaking the floor.
"Hah... Can't even wipe this without a hand."
How inconvenient was this?
Kim Seok-Il glanced around. His only companion was darkness and not much else.
With all the lights gone, the bottom of this cruise ship was simply a space of darkness. But Kim Seok-Il thought this was a rather fitting place for his funeral.
His life had always been shrouded in darkness since the beginning, after all!
'Do I regret it?'
Of course he didn't. Even if he could wind the clock back and start his life anew, Kim Seok-Il was sure he'd still make the same choices. No, he'd be even crueler and more vicious than in this life!
As far as he could tell, that was the only path available to him.
Life hadn't granted Kim Seok-Il things that might help him be more considerate and walk the path of benevolence.
Those who could talk about empathy and righteousness had safety nets that could catch them if they stumbled and fell below the steep cliff called life. However, not Kim Seok-Il. The cliff he had to scale was steeper and more unforgiving. To him, ideas like righteousness and benevolence were luxuries he couldn't afford.
'I mean... Look at me!'
I am Kim Seok-Il!
He was the man who crawled from the dirt with nothing to establish the Yeongnam Group in the land ruled by Lee Jung-Geol and other trash, otherwise known as South Korea. Since that was the case, why should he be regretting anything?
If his goal was to live a life where everyone praised and respected him, Kim Seok-Il would've chosen to become an elder in the Martial Assembly instead.
'No, hang on. Maybe not?'
Kim Seok-Il might have died along with everyone when Kang Jin-Ho wiped out Lee Jung-Geol's faction for good. That should've been the fate handed down to him, but...
But Kim Seok-Il rejected that fate. He rebelled against it.
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