‘Damn it...’
Nobuo urgently scanned his surroundings. The ship's deck was filled to the brim with people. And this sight was frustrating him to no end.
Not a single proper explanation was given to them since the start of their journey. All they were told was that their destination was South Korea, and those making substantial contributions would be rewarded appropriately.
Since that was the story given to Eihana-kai's members, it must be the same for others, as well. That was why Nobuo kept glancing around, just in case. But no one seemed to know what was happening here. And no one voiced their dissatisfaction with this development too!
‘You are all insane!’
Nobuo might be Korean-Japanese, but he still had been to South Korea many times in the past. So, he knew a lot about that country.
If something like this happened in Korea? The people there would've started a riot by now! They would've either demanded more explanations or frothed at their mouths while vociferously opposing the war.
However, these crazy Japanese martial artists seemed to accept this situation as if they couldn't see anything wrong here!
Nobuo couldn't tell what these people were thinking about, but at least the looks on their faces implied they were not warriors heading off to war but a bunch of students about to write university entrance exams!
It was as if they were fully aware of the implications of war... But had no desire to avoid it.
‘Crazy bastards...’
Maybe because Nobuo had Korean blood still flowing in his veins, this side of the Japanese national character sometimes creeped him out to no end.
At least he could understand why the Japanese loathed to stand out. Even Nobuo himself was uncomfortable about standing in front of everyone and expressing his opinion.
Even so, wasn’t this situation... wrong?
‘Damn it. There is a time and place for everything, you know? Including how much you mind your manners!'
No, maybe Nobuo was wrong about this. These people might not be minding their manners. They could simply be conditioned into thinking that the orders from the above were absolute and that following them unquestioningly was par for the course.
Only special cases like Nobuo could be stewing in dissatisfaction right now.
Whatever the case might be, though... The fact that this situation was unreasonable still didn’t change.
‘What should I do?’
Nobuo’s thoughts deepened.
“Why did it have to be...”
Why did it have to be South Korea? If only China had been their target instead! Nobuo's thoughts wouldn't have been this conflicted and confused.
‘Goddamn it...!’
Korea was Nobuo's mother nation. A nation that had done nothing for him. As such, he felt nothing about Korea. In fact, he sometimes hated the fact that he was Korean-Japanese.
He was a Korean who had to live in Japan. And that fact tormented Nobuo to no end.
He was a foreigner wherever he went. Koreans labeled him as a Halfling Jap and mocked him. Meanwhile, the Japanese discriminated against him for being a “Dirty Korean.”
Neither side bothered to understand him or accept him for who he was.
That was the story for all Korean-Japanese. To survive, they had two options. One, form a water-tight community only with other Korean-Japanese and live among them. Or, be like Nobuo and hide their background while parading around as Japanese.
The majority chose the former option in the past, but more and more were choosing the latter lately. No, forget hiding... Quite a few chose to become naturalized instead!
After all, Japan was their home. The place they had to plant their roots and live out the rest of their lives.
Unlike the second-gen Korean-Japanese, who constantly thought about returning to Korea one day, the third-gens weren’t all that different from the average Japanese.
They were exposed to Japanese culture from their birth, so the whole 'concept' of Korea felt alien to them instead. The third-gens might sometimes feel this sense of disharmony from Japan, but Korea roused much stronger disharmony.
Even Nobuo saw himself as a Japanese rather than a Korean-Japanese. But now...!
‘What’s gotten into me?’
He was nervous. Jittery. He couldn’t calm himself down. Since a while ago, it felt like he was standing on a hot steel plate. His legs couldn’t stay still and tried to take him here and there.
Suddenly, Motobe called out to him. “Nobuo!”
“S-sorry? Yes, sir!”
“You f*ck! What the hell are you doing?!”
Judging from Motobe's attitude, it seemed he had been searching for Nobuo for a while.
Nobuo tried to explain. “Oh, I was...”
“You dumb f*ck!”
Slaaaap!
Even before Nobuo could mutter an excuse, Motobe's hand moved faster to light up Nobuo's cheek.
Nobuo’s lips split open, causing blood to splatter on the floor. Even then, Nobuo didn’t even moan in pain.
Slap! Slaaap! Slap!
Motobe finally stopped after slapping Nobuo three times in a row. “You f*cking piece of sh*t! You think war is a kid’s play?!”
“My apologies, sir.”
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