My view was completely filled.
Despite the pink flower petals filling my sight, instead of discomfort, I felt a soothing warmth.
Ah.
How soothing.
instead of discomfort, I felt a soothing warmth.
Conflicted mind?
What was I thinking about before this?
I was sure it was something terrifying, yet now I couldn’t recall it.
But I knew I couldn’t afford to forget, so I pushed through the haze and the headache, trying to remember.
...!
The warmth clouded my thoughts, but suddenly, it all came back to me.
-You are a calamity.
Yeon Il-Cheon’s words echoed in my mind.
-Have you never found your regression strange?
The words pierced my chest.
-That is fate.
The soothing warmth drained away, replaced by a creeping darkness in my mind.
Calamity.
He said the Blood Demon was a calamity, and that it would return in the future.
But instead of the Heavenly Demon being the next calamity, Yeon Il-Cheon had called me the calamity.
I’m a calamity?
I had never considered such a thing.
After my death and regressing, all I wanted was to live a different life.
Did I want to live a peaceful life?
Or was it something else entirely?
...Did I want you to live a happy life?
Maybe it wasn’t my happiness I sought. Maybe it was hers.
Whatever the case, if my regression was tied to some secret, and that secret was linked to the calamity...
What do I need to do?
Many thoughts filled my mind.
Was my resolve really this fragile, shattered by a single conversation? Or was it those small fragments of hope that kept me going?
So now I’m starting to fear my sins.
Had I been trying to forget that I was once a vile, Demonic Human?
I had hope that I could atone for the sins of my past life, but hearing that I was the root of all problems filled me with frustration.
You retard.
I let out an incredulous laugh.
Since when I was a good guy anyway.
Not once, even after my regression, had I thought of doing good.
Damn it all.
I’ve always done whatever I wanted, only doing what I despised when I had a reason.
But if someone turned me into a calamity, and if my regression was someone else’s doing...
I won’t play along.
I didn’t know who they were, but I wasn’t going to follow their plan. I’d hunt them down and make them pay.
That’s what fate is.
If I can’t win, I’ll carve my own path.
I would’ve gone to some mountain and become a farmer if giving up was an option after my regression.
I’ll overcome it, even if I have to break through fate itself.
As always.
Also, it’s not even certain that I’m a calamity in the first place.
It was only a conviction, but there was no evidence.
In my past life, the Heavenly Demon was the one responsible for the world’s disaster.
Not me.
Lost in thought, I suddenly felt something brush against my hair.
“...Hmm?”
It was a large, rough hand.
It felt just like when the First Elder would roughly shake my head, claiming he was patting it.
That familiar dizzy feeling I hadn’t experienced in a long time.
When I glanced up to see what it was, I realized the petals of plum blossoms were brushing my hair, forming the shape of a human.
What is this, this is terrifying.
Is this... perhaps,
“...Elder Shin?”
[ You were acting so pathetic that I almost slapped you upside the head. But I’ll let it slide since you pulled through. ]
“...Where were you this whole time? And what is happening right now?”
It’s been more than a year.
Elder Shin had told me he would be gone for a year after my punishment from my father, back when I was confined.
However, it’s been way more than a year.
“Were you hibernating or something?”
[Haha, I used this old body of mine to save you the moment I woke up, and you’re still running your mouth.]
“...I’m just happy to see you again.
[I might fold you in half if this happens for a second time then.]
Haha.
A dried but sharp voice of an old man.
It was a surprisingly rough voice for a Taoist, but I was happy to hear it again.
Putting that aside...
“...Can I ask about the situation?”
[About what?]
“Like what’s happening right now.”
I wanted to ask about meeting the man who claimed to be Yeon Il-Cheon.
I asked Elder Shin, and he responded.
[How would I know?]
“What?”
[You sure ask a lot from someone who just woke up. If I knew all that, I’d be a martial artist of Wudang, not just a Taoist.]
Isn’t Wudang also Taoist...?
I pushed the irrelevant thought aside.
“When did you wake up?”
[Since the moment you stepped into the secret vault.]
If what he said was true, it hadn’t been long at all.
Then I was reminded of something.
The sensation I’d felt earlier in the vault—something other than the beast within me.
That definitely was Elder Shin’s presence.
“...But why didn’t you respond when I called you?”
[...]
Elder Shin went silent for a moment after hearing my question.
I thought he might be pondering something, but then he answered.
[The bastard was looking at you.]
He was clearly referring to the man with golden hair and eyes—Yeon Il-Cheon.
“That fuc- ...No, is that man really your friend?”
[If you’re going to curse him, just do it properly.]
“But I can’t just curse him out in front of you...”
He pissed me off, but I wasn’t about to curse Yeon Il-Cheon in front of Elder Shin.
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