Luo Xiaoxi looked at musjue again and found that his face was too calm.
No, not calm.
This is a kind of loss that is well disguised after the expectation fails.
Luo Xiaoxi's heart is like being stung by a bee. It hurts for a moment.
How many times must mussieu have been disappointed to paint the loss so smoothly?
For others, it's obviously a matter of piercing heart, but musjue is used to it.
If Xu Youning doesn't wake up, will musjue be numb?
Luo Xiaoxi can't imagine musjue's numbness
Musjue went to the hospital bed and touched Xu's face: "you Ning, can you really hear me?"
“……” Xu Youning didn't respond.
Luo Xiaoxi is in a hurry and can't help but move: "boss mu, hold your hand! My feeling won't go wrong. You Ning did move just now, even thinking! Read, and tell your father! "
Luo Xiaoxi realized how stupid he was when he finished.
Chanting doesn't speak at all. What's the difference between saying that and sprinkling salt on the wound of musjue?
The only thing she can do now is probably to give musjue and Xu Yuning room to be alone.
Luo Xiaoxi points to the outside and says grudgingly, "I'll help Jane find Jiqing." Then he went out without waiting for the muse to speak.
In such a large ward, only musjue and Xu Youning were left, and there was a naive and ignorant thought on their faces.
Musjue took Xu Youning's hand and said softly, "Youning, if Xiaoxi says it's true, you can move it again, just a moment."
For him, it is the most brilliant hope in the world.
As long as Xu Youning moves, no matter what happens next, he will firmly believe that Xu Youning will wake up.
However, Xu Yuning didn't move for a moment, just as he wanted him to die completely.
Her hand was held in his palm, weak and unable to stand any wind and rain.
Musjue was unwilling to give up, and continued to hold Xu Yuning's hand.
In the end, however, Xu's hand showed no sign of exerting.
“…… It doesn't matter. " Musjue put Xu Youning's hand back to the bed as if nothing had happened. There was a kind of usual calm in his tone, "no matter when you wake up, I will wait for you."
After a pause, he said, "but you can't let reading wait too long. I've been growing up. If you wake up too late, you'll miss his growth. "
Musjue didn't tell Xu Youning. He filmed the whole process of growing up.
Song Jiqing said that sometimes, Xu Yuning can hear them.
He is always looking for something to awaken Xu Yuning's desire to wake up.
The growth process of reading is undoubtedly the best bait.
Song Jiqing, with a few doctors and nurses, almost rushed into the room, but when they saw that mussieu was sitting quietly beside the bed, with no waves or billows on his face, they knew that it was empty and joyful again.
Su Jian'an and Luo Xiaoxi then came in.
Luo Xiaoxi did not give up, stressed: "you Ning just really shed a drop of tears, I and Jane see."
Song Jiqing motioned to Luo Xiaoxi to calm down. He walked over and patted musjue on the shoulder. "Get up for a while."
Musjue held and read, and asked Xu Yuning, the Qing Gang of Song Dynasty, to check.
Song Jiqing examined it carefully, turned to see other doctors and nurses, and said, "you go back first."
Su Jian'an and Luo Xiaoxi unconsciously look at each other.
They knew that song Jiqing's reaction represented Xu Yuning's tears just now, and could not say anything.
Not only did Xu Youning not wake up, he did not even have the sign to wake up.
For the first time, Su Jian'an knew that there was a disappointment that would cool the whole heart in a moment.
Ye Luo is still in the room. Seeing that everyone is silent, she goes to pull song Jiqing's cuff and says, "how is it?"
Song Ji Qingguang said, "when you are in better shape, you may be able to hear you.". She should have heard it just now. But she still can't wake up. "
Luo Xiaoxi couldn't help but ask, "can't we help you Ning?"
"We've been trying everything." Song Jiqing has no choice but to apologize. "But, I haven't found any way to help you Ning."
“……”
For a moment, the whole ward fell silent.
In the end, musjue broke the silence and said, "Jiqing, you should go first."
"Good."
Song Jiqing nodded and went out with the leaves.
Chanting doesn't know what happened at all. He is kicking his feet beside Xu Yuning. He is obedient and cute, which makes people feel hurt and like him.
Luo Xiaoxi has not shed tears for a long time, but at this moment, inexplicably the corner of the eye is sour."You don't have to feel sorry," said musjue, rather quietly After half a second, he said quietly, "I'm used to it."
“……” Luo Xiaoxi looked at musjue's appearance of calmness and suddenly felt that the lacrimal gland was about to be detonated.
Musjue looked at Su Jian'an and asked, "can you help me to send my thoughts home? I'll be back later. "
Of course, Su won't refuse. She nodded and said, "OK."
She picked up and recited, took Luo Xiaoxi out, and left musjue and Xu Youning alone.
On the surface, musjue was used to being ordinary and light. But in fact, it will take him some time to accept this kind of thing?
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