Scarlet felt a sense of relief that almost made her feel guilty again, as she didn't feel like she deserved to not be hurt by the guilt she felt over the death of the people she killed.
However, she couldn't deny the relief she felt as she realized that in her last moment, she had decided to help everyone around her and maybe die forever in the process, instead of saving herself while everyone died.
She had used the forbidden technique, the Requiem of the Phoenix Song, which meant that she had absolutely done the most she could.
"You were in pain and desperate," Alex started speaking. "Most likely out of your mind. You instinctively wanted to go back home to protect yourself but you were stopped."
"Then, you were struck by the lightning and ran away. In the process, you gained a moment of clarity. You saw what was happening around you and felt the pain and guilt of having killed everyone. It consumed you."
"You don't remember the desperation you felt, you don't remember the fear of dying, but you do remember the pain and guilt, that's because that was the only emotion that truly stuck you."
"The fear and desperation were no longer with you, as you cared more for the people that were in pain than yourself. Then, you sacrificed yourself for them, killing yourself so you could heal them."
"You saved a lot of people from dying that night so many years ago," Alex said. "You should focus on that, and not the emotions you feel. Separate the fact from the feeling."
Scarlet nodded slightly, and even while she felt a bit better, the pain was still there. A dull, numbing pain that made her feel like she deserved the pain.
"I did something bad," Scarlet said. "Even though I did not intend for it, I did. I hurt a lot of people in the process. But I can't let that bring me down."
"Yes," Alex said. "For your sake, for the people's sake, you need to keep moving on."
The other elders spoke in the same vein, trying to revitalize the phoenix's will at the moment.
Scarlet nodded and slowly stood tall. "I'm done wallowing around," she said. "I have been missing from my domain for the last 5 thousand years. I shall return now, so the people can know that they can live in peace."
All the 10 elders immediately smiled, happy to see that their lady had returned.
"Will you punish us now that you are going to return back, lady Phoenix?" Yao Ning asked. "We deserve to be punished."
"Punish you for what?" Scarlet asked. "For trying to protect my people? For trying to do the right thing? Do you think of me as someone so cruel as to help the only ones that truly care about me?"
The elders quickly shook their heads. "But it was because of us that you had to die," one of them said.
"No, I killed myself," Scarlet said. "I gave up my life to save as many as I could. It's a good thing I was lucky and managed to go through rebirth. Otherwise, you would have been stuck here without another ruler for the next 6 thousand— wait no, for the next thousand years, maybe less."
"Oh," the group was surprised. "Another Phoenix would have come in the next millennia?"
"Yes," Scarlet said. "I think I'm right with how much time has passed now."
"I believe you are," Alex said. "Anyway, I think it is about time we leave this place."
He took back the puppet and put it into his storage ring and spread his spiritual sense to find his father and the rest who had gone into the caves to protect themselves.
He called them all back now that the trouble had ended.
"Right, what happened with the Kang family head? Wasn't he coming here?" Yao Ning asked.
"He's dead," Alex said. He pointed around the few remains of their bodies that had been scattered throughout the fields.
"Oh, you… killed them already?" the elders looked around in surprise. "Did lady Phoenix help you?"
"In the end, yes," Alex said.
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