Forgotten Legend Of The Bloodied Flower - Chapter 2379

Chapter 2379: Xiao Yan’s Past (2)



"What makes you think that everyone else is a kind person?" Mu Yan looked at Xiao Yan strangely.

"We're all on the frontline and a lot of soldiers didn't come here for pure reason to protect their homelands. Many of them are here for the money and the glory. Do you really think of them as good people?"

Xiao Yan shook his head. "I'm not talking about this matter."

"Then...?"

"What do you feel when you kill people?"

Mu Yan was stunned.

She was not a soldier nor did she learn enough martial arts to kill people. But Mu Yan had learned self protection.

Because she had to do various works outside.

There were times when she also met with some unkind people and Mu Yan had to protect herself.

At that time, Mu Yan naturally would fight back.n/ô/vel/b//jn dot c//om

And her skills were good enough for Nan Hua to be reassured to bring Mu Yan to the frontline. Even if Mu Yan would not be like Chu Yue who could fight on the frontline and become a soldier if she truly wanted to, but she would not die so easily here.

If it was necessary, Mu Yan could also kill people.

"Now or the first time?" Mu Yan asked.

"Is it different?"

"Yes." Mu Yan looked at the sky above. She could remember the day when she first killed someone, a memory that was hard to fade away from her mind. "The first time, I feel fear and disgust but also some kind of satisfaction deep inside. Because I survived and this bad person died instead of me."

"Later on, I feel... nothing."

The parents are scared of their own children?

This was the first time Xiao Yan had ever heard something like that and it happened to him. The two people were looking at him with fear in their eyes and since then, the conflicts between them was basically irreconcilable.

"Later on, we're sold to the Nan Family along with many other children. I was assigned to Young Master and Xiao Yun was assigned to Young Miss after some time, and you know what happened afterwards," Xiao Yan said and then looked at Mu Yan. "I don't want her to know and she didn't need to know all of this. For me, it's better for her to live safely far away from me and didn't involve herself with me."

Rather than making Xiao Yun felt burdened because of what Xiao Yan had done, Xiao Yan would rather never told her anything about this.

There was truly no need for her to know.

What good would there be for her to know?

She would only feel sad.

Mu Yan looked at Xiao Yan and slowly raised her hands and held Xiao Yan's cheek. "If you want to cry, you can. You know, you look like you're in pain."

Is he?

Xiao Yan only smiled faintly and raised his hand, silently patted Mu Yan's hand on his cheek.

Is he in pain?

He didn't even know it himself.

Because he didn't feel anything anymore from his past.

It has been such a long time that the memory was blurry and only the facts remained in his

memory.

"Thank you," thank you for your kind words, but I don't need it.

Mu Yan shook her head and silently retracted her hand back. "You're not the best person, but you're also a human being. Be kinder to yourself."