「Do I, as the newbie, and someone who hasn’t even officially become the Captain’s woman, really have the right to monopolize the Captain’s time?」
Leaning against me in a room at the inn prepared for our stay near the Grand Shrine’s affiliated research facility, Neve murmured these words. Today was her designated day, so we decided to spend it lounging around at the inn. However, as you can see, she was caught up in a conflict about whether it was okay to enjoy such a privilege.
「I don’t think you need to worry about that, if someone had a problem with it, they’d probably say something. And Mei would mediate anyway.」
「Do you think so...? Yeah, that maidroid would probably handle it somehow.」
Seemingly convinced by my words, Neve nodded as she rubbed her cheek against my left shoulder, leaning into me even more. She shifted her weight onto me completely, as if she wanted to surrender herself entirely. On top of that, for some reason, she was fiddling with my left hand, kneading it gently between both of hers. What is this? Some kind of grooming ritual?
「Captain, I feel... anxious.」
「Anxious?」
「Yes, anxious. I mean, as it stands now, I’m just a useless freeloader, right?」
「Calling yourself a freeloader is a bit much... but I see what you mean.」
In essence, she feels insecure. Not only does she think she’s been more of a burden than a help to our mercenary business, but she’s also worried I haven’t touched her yet. Regarding that... well, her recovery has reached a point where her body is functional enough to live without any major issues, but her physique is still very petite. Her height is comparable to Tina and Wiska’s, but her frame is delicate, and she lacks much muscle or body fat. Dr. Shouko told me that while Neve’s growth in height might not improve significantly, she could gain a healthier physique with proper nutrition and exercise. My main hope is that she becomes physically fit first and foremost.
Honestly, given her current condition, it feels way too early to even consider a romantic or physical relationship. I’m concerned that such strain on her heart or body could lead to serious complications. Dr. Shouko assured me that as long as we didn’t push things too far, she should be fine. After all, her body has been enhanced during its regeneration process.
Neve’s body had been almost entirely reconstructed by Dr. Shouko, using her expertise in genetic engineering and nanotechnology. Essentially, the techniques employed were nearly identical—if not identical—to the body enhancement technology used on Imperial nobility. In terms of physical specifications, Neve’s body surpassed my own completely.
What? You think it’s highly doubtful that my body—the body of an almighty ‘visitor’— has the same specs as an ordinary human? Fair enough. But let’s set that aside for now. The point I’m making is that Neve’s body is far sturdier than it appears. According to Dr. Shouko, her body is capable of withstanding such activities, even though it might not seem that way at first glance.
The real issue here is that Neve is aware of her body’s durability, and I haven’t made a move on her yet. That’s making her feel uneasy.
「I don’t want to just keep telling you, ‘Don’t worry about it’, I know saying that doesn’t solve anything. But even so, I’m not planning to do anything with you right now. At the very least, I’d like to wait until you can confidently walk on your own. Otherwise, I’m afraid I might break you.」
As I spoke, I took her right hand with my left—the one she had been kneading—and intertwined our fingers, holding hands like lovers. Her hand was soft and small, fitting delicately in mine.
「You really don’t need to rush into anything like that, even just holding hands like this, being close to each other... it may not fully satisfy you, but I hope it’s enough for now.」
「I wouldn’t mind if you went all in on me, you know?」
「That’ll come in time. In time. Now, about work... Well, for now, you’re more or less a floating piece on the board. Mei has total control over the Black Lotus, so I’d personally appreciate it if you could assist Elma with the Antlion. But in your current condition, working on a combat ship seems a bit out of reach.」
「It’s because I can’t respond quickly to emergency launches, right?」
Both Krishna and the Antlion occasionally need to transition into combat mode at a moment’s notice. In situations like that, Neve’s current physical state makes swift responses difficult. After all, she’s only recently regained the ability to walk. Even if she uses a wheelchair—or more precisely, a hovering pod—her speed is still limited.
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