Chapter 302: How far did you research? (6)
The name of the Hiden County wasn’t one to be taken lightly. Receiving the title of Imperial Count from Emperor Amanca II, the second emperor, they had lived as the shield of the emperor and the imperial family for about 300 years.
They lived in the shadow of the Livnomans for the sake of the Mandate of Heaven, attributing all glory to their sole master, the Livnomans. This was the pride and honor of the Hiden County.
From the moment I was born as the firstborn of the Hiden County, 300 years of pride and honor were placed on my shoulders. Little did I know I would be both the first and the last.
“I’m placing a heavy burden on you.”
My father would sometimes say that while stroking my head. While the name of an Imperial Count must be shouldered by the firstborn, siblings could help the head of the family. However, I am alone. I had no older brothers or sisters to trust and follow, and no younger siblings to cheer me on.
Still, I didn’t show it. If I appeared weak, my father would be sadder, and our vassals would waver. Those who underestimate the County of Hiden would also start plotting. That was why I always had to appear dignified and cool-headed. It was my duty as one who bore the Hiden name and lived a peaceful life.
So at first, I disliked Erich... Just a tiny bit.@@novelbin@@
“These are the children of the Krasius family. The older brother is two years older than you, and the younger one is two years younger. What a coincidence.”
At a social gathering for Imperial families, it wasn’t strange for the heirs who would lead these families to meet. And since the Patriarch of the Krasius family had been close to my father since childhood, we were introduced to the Krasius family first. It was natural for the parents’ relationship to extend to their children.
I exchanged greetings normally with Carl. He seemed to be attending out of obligation and I understood the burden on his shoulders, so I didn’t mind. Why bother someone who was just in the same situation?
“Hello, noona!”
But Erich was different. Unlike Carl, he was cheerful and full of energy, and also much less formal. I was quite surprised when he suddenly called me ‘noona.’
My surprise was followed by annoyance. Firstborns like me and Carl had to bear heavy burdens, while this clueless younger brother was just being a nuisance. He could smile like that because he enjoyed rights without obligations and lived comfortably.
Of course, that was nonsense. I was too young when I thought that, and as I grew a bit older, I became ashamed of myself. There was no way a noble had no obligations. Even if there weren’t, that was no reason to dislike Erich.
“Do you practice swordsmanship too, noona? Hyung and I do.”
“Wow, you ride horses so well! Will I be able to ride like you someday?”
“This is a gift! It’s cheesecake! Our chef makes these really well!”
But back then, I didn’t know shame. So, I kept Erich at a distance—strangely, no matter how much I pushed him away, he kept coming back.
While Carl, the actual heir, never thought of leaving Tailglehen County, Erich would come all the way to Horfeld to play and act friendly. Looking back now, I’m so grateful for that.
“What are you doing, noona?”
“Breathing.”
I’m truly thankful. Despite my blatant displays of annoyance, he didn’t come to hate me.
Anyway, Erich persistently came to play, and I mercilessly pushed him away. This odd relationship changed due to a trivial incident.
It was the story of a child who wasn’t particularly talented in martial arts trying to make up for it with effort, but ultimately reaching their limit and falling into despair. The story of a child crying in fear of not being able to live up to their father, who had made a name for himself with the sword. Wasn’t it such a trivial and common story?
This story, which could have ended so ordinarily, took a different turn when Erich visited as usual.
“Nanny says that important people don’t need to be good at everything. Just showing that you’re not giving up and improving is enough for others to respect and follow you.”
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