༺ Why Are You Here Again? (1) ༻
The breeze was chilly as the clouds blocked the moon.
I remembered the look on that person’s face as they asked me while holding a sword.
– The night is cold. What brought you outside?
The person’s tied gold hair was shining even in the dark.
When was this?
There were too many scenes like this, so I could not exactly pick out one.
-Why are you worried about whether or not I am cold, and not anyone else?
The question may not have been asked in the warmest of tones, but my response could not have been shittier.
It was difficult to see myself as inept.
Even with my harsh tone, her expression remained the same.
– It must be your time then.
– Screw off if you have realized.
– Will you be alright?
– What?
Unlike the person’s hair that was shining in gold, their eyes were silver.
– It’s the most dangerous around this time.
– So, you’re telling me to crawl on the ground cause I’m weak?
– I’m not saying that...
In response to her question, I burst into flames.
It really was a pathetic sight to behold.
The flames that expanded disappeared right away when she made a single swing of her sword.
She responded to me with a frown, bothered.
– How could you attract attention like this? Perhaps you want them to come here?
– I’m telling you to stop your pointless chatter and go inside. I’ll be fine on my own.
– I think we should just wake the Water Dragon-
– Should I make a bigger flame this time?
-...
She let out a sigh and proceeded to walk away.
As she was about to enter the barracks, she asked me a question.
– Young Master Gu, once you manage to escape this place, what will you do?
– Did you become sentimental because it’s nighttime? You’re asking a pointless question.
I responded to her while dumbfounded. The question came out of nowhere.
If I leave this place?
Could I even leave in the first place? The Abyss was a hellish, hopeless place.
– Putting me aside, what will you do?
I didn’t have an answer for her, so I asked her the same thing.
Even if I managed to escape this place, the only thing I had left in the world was to continue the tasks given to me.
So I asked what she wanted to do.
Wi Seol-Ah thought for a long time, then opened her mouth.
– I’d like to wander around.
– Wander? Just do that now.
After hearing me, Wi Seol-Ah made a disdainful expression, which was unusual for her.
– I’m saying that I’d like to go where many people are.
– What’s the point of having such a hassle of a dream?
– I don’t know myself.
Wi Seol-Ah laughed. I was able to feel the fatigue from her laugh, but I didn’t comment on it.
– I wonder myself why I want to do such a thing.
She looked exhausted.
She wasn’t exhausted physically, as she was a martial artist who had already overcome her wall.
I stared at Wi Seol-Ah who slowly entered inside, then turned around.
I didn’t think much of it back then.
All I had to do was survive that day and live to see tomorrow.
Who knew that the time we would spend there would be that long?
Even after surviving in this place for a long time, after losing everything, I went back in there with my own two feet.
But this memory of mine helped me a lot in the future. It was the fuel that allowed me to go through many changes as I thought about you.
Everyone may have forgotten about you, but I still remembered you, and that was enough.
Even if my decision turns out to be an end in despair, I won’t regret it.
「The deal is established. Small flame.」
I prayed that you felt the same way as I did.
* * * *
I was shocked after seeing Namgung Bi-ah arrive all of a sudden, but I just let it be since I could never get a proper read on her.
「What’s the problem? A whole waterfall raged on as soon as you heard her say that she wanted to see you.」
‘That’s because I was just shocked for a second.’
「Yeah, I’m sure that’s the case. That’s why you said something random like asking her if she ate.」
‘Elder, you are becoming meaner as time passes.’
After we ate, Namgung Bi-ah wanted to take a nap in my room, as if she had waited for this moment.
“So, why sleep in my room?”
She even grabbed my personal blankets and slept under them like she had no problem with it.
“Sis must be really tired.”
“That’s not the pro-... Never mind.”
Nothing would come out of me complaining, so I let her be.
Because of her sudden arrival, I also had to stop my training. I didn’t know if I wanted to continue.
And more than anything, I was concerned about Wi Seol-Ah who, for some reason, seemed to be down.
“Do you want a yakgwa?” I offered her a snack.
“No.”
She refused, adamantly at that. This was an emergency.
I tried to think of hundreds of things I could do in this emergency, but I only had a few options to choose from.
In the end, I had to resort to asking her. “Why is your face looking so sad?”
“It’s just not working out for me.”
“What is?”
“A bunch of stuff...”
I had almost never seen Wi Seol-Ah so down like this.
I didn’t know what her problem was, but she seemed to have these bouts of sadness in recent days.
I may have been slightly neglectful of her, but I couldn’t help but be concerned when I noticed her cheeks gradually losing weight.
While looking at her shoulders, which were down, I said, “Let’s go out.”
“Huh?”
Wi Seol-Ah looked at me in confusion after hearing my words.
“Let’s go outside for a bit, for a walk.”
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