“Hah… haah…!”
With one knee on the ground, Rose holds the deep cut on her chest and scratches at the grass to try and stand up.
“You shouldn’t force it,” I said. “The bleeding won’t stop.”
Rose seemed to be maintaining full consciousness, but no matter who or how you look at her, she is gravely injured. If she doesn’t receive specialized treatment as soon as possible, her life is at risk.
I slashed her so she wouldn’t die of blood loss, but I can’t be sure she would eventually succumb anyway.
However, even though I was the one that attacked her, my emotions concerning my former disciple have yet to cleanly settle down. Is it selfish of me to want her to live, if she can?
“Hmm… hm-hmm…” Rose chuckled. “I, I lost, haven’t I~…”
Eventually, she gave up trying to stand up, and with a rattling noise, she laid on her back.
She has a smile on her face but her complexion is awful. She’s clearly bleeding too much.
“What was, with that sword…?” Rose asked. “It’s so, sneaky~…”
“… This is my best,” I said.
It’s a little unexpected for me to cut straight through a shield and crush armor.
Well, I did swing my sword with that much force. Moreover, even with all this carnage, this sword’s edge hasn’t lost a bit of sharpness. It’s a ridiculous business.
“I can’t become any stronger anymore, but this is also one of my strengths,” I said.
“… After all, it was, sly…” Rose wheezed.
“Hahaha,” I laughed.
This isn’t a situation where I could laugh even if I hadn’t made any mistakes but somehow, I did. No, it’s not like I wanted to make fun of Rose. 1
As I said, my foundational physical abilities have almost leveled off. After that, it will only decline due to age.
However, I just realize that my body’s strength is just one of my advantages. Since I’m teaching the Knights how to leverage their physical abilities, I feel like a cowardly old man.
Well, I want them to forgive this kind of cheating. I think it’s a sword that’s too much for me, but if I already have it for whatever reason, it’s a waste if I don’t use it.
In the South District of Baltrain, there are no people walking by, only the faint sound of the wind and Rose’s breathing.
For a while, we were at a loss if we should speak to each other, an awkward silence dominated the place.
“… Norad,” Rose whispered.
“… Hmm?” I asked as I looked down at the fallen Rose.
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“Eline, Sandra, Harvis, Gil, Kenneth, Chilcott, Murray, and Horzon…” she said. “They’re all, dead.”
“…”
I don’t know any of them. Even Henblitz or Alexia probably wouldn’t, either. Maybe Gatoga knows.
Maybe all these people had the same ideals as Rose. They must have had the same amount of enthusiasm, regardless of whether their brand of justice was right or wrong.
How many of them did I kill? Or Alexia stabbed or Henblitz cut down?
Perhaps because of the mortal sin of attempted assassinations of the royal families, but I don’t feel that personally guilty. The only thing that remains in me is the emptiness, from all these people whose lives I just took from them.
“… Cough! Gagh…!”
“! Rose, are you alright?!” I yelled.
Rose was finally coughing up blood, her skin paled even more. It seems I had damaged her lungs, after all.
This might be rich considering I was the one that gravely wounded her in the first place, but what can I do? If I leave her as is, Rose will die, but I have no medical skills. It might have been a different story if I had was a potion, but I don’t like them don’t bother carrying them around.
“Ma-Master,” Rose whispered between labored breaths and constantly spitting up blood. “Kill me, please. By, your hand, Master.”
Her eyes were wet, but probably not from the pain. They were tears welling up in them.
“… I can’t do that,” I said.
“Master…?” Rose asked.
Regardless of her request, my answer was fixed.
It’s undeniable, that she’s sinned. It’s a mortal sin, too. It’s not something she could just apologize for. She is one of many responsible for staging a coup d’etat of grave proportions.
I don’t know what the final charges will be, but it won’t end with an acquittal. Death sentences were well within possibility.
However, those words that Rose said before my final slash.
I simply realized that there was a reason, why I couldn’t just punish Rose and be done with it.
Well, even without all that, I don’t want to end the life of my former apprentice. Let me show my selfishness here.
“You should live, atone for your sins, and face your reckoning. And…”
There is also a psychological denial. A denial that I’m the one who could finish the job.
Rose had a sense of duty and responsibility to get things done. However, if she dies after having failed, it’s a bit unacceptable to just leave it there.
There are also those child hostages. As long as I’ve heard that, it’s probably not a good idea just to consider them lost. For me and Rose both.
“I’m sure that there are things I haven’t taught you yet,” I said.
“… Hm-hmm, I, see~,” Rose whispered.
For fuck’s sake, I should have just taught swordsmanship to protect yourself and others, but what would have caused someone to help a bloody revolution? I can only mourn my lack of leadership skills.
She probably won’t have a chance to learn under me again. However, she was deeply, keenly aware that her Master’s role wasn’t just teaching swordsmanship.
“Goh!” Rose went, vomiting blood again.
“… Woah, there,” I said. “What’s wrong…?”
I’ve decided not to finish her off but I can’t do anything about this. I cut deeper than I expected. Even if I just wait like this, Rose is going to die. What should I do?”
“Hey, Gardenant!” Gatoga interrupted, his loud footsteps coming closer. “Wait… what the hell is going on here?”
“Oh, Sir Gatoga…” I said.
His plate armor seems full of scratches and is covered in blood, but he himself seems to be fine.
Apparently, he’s taken care of all the archers. And, he has a man on his shoulder.
“Where did Prince Glen go? For that matter, was Rose killed, too? Who’s that on the ground?”
“Aah, yeah, the thing is…” I said.
I can’t answer the questions coming rapid-fire.
If I think about it calmly, it’s heavy news that the Special Instructor of the Knights of Rebelio killed the Vice-Captain of the Knights of the Faith.
It would be fine if Rose decided to confess and tell the truth, but if she were to blame me as a last-ditch effort, it’d be difficult for me to resist.
Yeah, I don’t think that’s going to happen. Regardless, explaining things to Gatoga is going to be a problem.
“Cough…! Captain~,” Rose whispered. “I, screwed up~…”
“… If joking around like this, you’re fine,” Gatoga said. “Wait… hold up a minute.”
A screw-up?
From Rose’s perspective, that’s probably what it was. She’s not lying.
Gatoga tosses the man he’s carrying on his shoulder and runs up to the fallen Rose.
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