Interlude 3
Why does it hurt so much? It wasn’t possible for someone to become someone else’s. No matter how close you are, how much you love each other, how long you’ve been dating, even if you get married and stay that way until you die, nobody can become someone else’s possession. That’s why there’s no such thing as “losing” someone.
Even if the guy I was so close with is with someone else and not me, it would be impudent to say that I lost him. But even so...I didn’t want to lose him. I thought about how I wanted him for myself. I didn’t want him to leave. I wanted him to be with me. For that’s sake, I’d become as cute as I needed to be. I’d act like a girly girl as much as I needed to. I’d do all this even if it meant we couldn’t be friends anymore. If the alternative was losing him, then, I... I would...
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