Kill the Sun - Chapter 530

Chapter 530 – Not as Envisioned

The next couple of days were like a dream for Nick.

The two of them still had to rule the city, but since the biggest changes had already been put into effect, their workload was several times lighter than usual.

Because of that, the two of them had time to spend with each other.

While all of this was happening, Nick felt like nothing was real anymore.

He had believed his life to be filled with nothing but self-loathing and monotonous dedication to his goal.

Instead, he was spending a good time of his day just talking to Aria.

A lot of times, the conversation moved to Nick's dedication to making a better world.

Aria still agreed with that philosophy.

While she hadn't been a fan of that philosophy in the beginning, the years of working with Nick had changed her.

She felt like she could finally make a significant change in the world.

Nevertheless, Aria believed that Nick was trying to achieve his goal in a very unhealthy way.

It was almost like he wouldn't be happy until he died for his cause.

Sure, it was admirable to risk one's life for one's dreams, but actively pursuing death and martyrdom was not a good thing.

A living person could live on to do more good, while a dead person couldn't.

Nick could see where Aria was coming from, but something like this couldn't easily be solved.

When it came to problems like this, logic and emotions were very often in opposition.

Logic said one thing, but emotions said the opposite.

Most of the time, logic ruled Nick's mind.

But in the few times in which he felt really weak, his emotions could take over.

At that point, one's logic could become warped.

Illogical things could appear logical to one.

As a metaphor, one only needed to imagine a small group of friends living in the Outer City.

One of the friends constantly told everyone to be careful about where they were going, even though the others were already very careful.

If this incident repeated at the worst moment, some of the friends might grow annoyed and frustrated for a couple of minutes.

Now, if that reprimanding friend walked towards a hole in the street leading to the Crimson Sea without noticing, things might become troublesome.

Under any other circumstance, the group of friends would tell them to look out and stop them.

But during this short moment of frustration, they might believe that this was what the friend deserved.

The friend was constantly telling them to watch where they were going.

Why should they warn their friend now?

During these moments, some people would think that this was justified and correct.

Yet, after the friend actually fell into the Crimson Sea, all their rage would vanish, and they would realize that they had done something horrible.

One of their friends had died!

And it was their fault!

They could have stopped this!

Why didn't they stop this?!

Was it worth it to let their friend die just so that they felt right?

Now, was the decision logical to let their friend die?

In a vacuum, yes.

They didn't follow their own advice and acted like a hypocrite.

However, real life was not a vacuum.

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There was a before and after.

His lack of madness and conviction could be the cause of an additional assassination attempt, which might succeed.

After a lot of thinking, Aria came to a conclusion.

What was the issue?

What was the core issue?

Why did Nick have to act this crazy to achieve anything?

The answer was simple.

Power.

More precisely, personal power.

Nick wasn't strong enough.

If Nick were a Hero, he wouldn't need to act so crazily.

He could just calmly establish the rules, and nobody would dare to refuse.

Which Hero would dare to attempt to assassinate someone as powerful as Nick without an advantage of several levels?

Aria's decision was simple.

She wouldn't try to change Nick.

Not for now, at least.

For now, Nick's madness was necessary to keep him alive and to achieve his goal.

In the future, when Nick finally became a Hero, there would still be time.

When Nick was powerful enough, he wouldn't need to compensate for it with conviction anymore.

This was not the kind of relationship Aria had in mind, but she was still fine with it.

In a way, this crazy side of Nick was the very Nick she fell in love with.

It was a necessary evil for now.

Months passed, and eventually, the fourth yearly meeting happened.

Not much happened.

Kugelblitz didn't try anything.

The government didn't change a lot.

Crimson City was peacefully growing without any major incidents.

Kugelblitz also became much more approachable again.

The government had kept their word.

No more crazy policies had been added that endangered Kugelblitz's profits.

In the end, they decided that battling the government wasn't worth the risk.

The risk-reward ratio was absolutely horrendous.

By now, Nick had become 36 years old, and he also finally became an Early Expert.

The fact that it only took him four years was already crazy fast.

The stronger one became, the slower the advancements got.

If Nick kept advancing at this speed, he would become a Peak Expert when he was 48.

Usually, people only reached that level in their 80s, at the earliest.

After seeing that nothing much was changing in Crimson City, Nick became antsy.

He wanted to do something.

He wanted to help humanity.

But he was essentially done with Crimson City and just had to wait.

So, in the end, Nick decided to visit the cave system, which was far to the east of the city.

Nick had found a ruin once before, and since he was now immune to the influence of the Nightmare, he wanted to make use of that.

Maybe he would find something useful to humanity or himself.